:: ur little bunny ::

2012-01-05T19:34:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone, Im back with a new name call Mrs Zhou.

"The faithful day on 06 December 2011, Im Officially Married with Someone who love me more than himself."

I must say everything went very smoothly for the both of us. It has been a month since then.. I remember very vividly that i was very beautiful that day. Hubby was wearing his white suit eagerly waiting for further instructions from my jiemeis. I was in my room with trishes. Calm yet curious of whats going on outside.

The morning express was very hilarious! I have a copy of it and each time my daddy of friends Play the clip, it is still so funny ever i swear! Now i knew my husband successfully learn his shuffling! Daddy said " Now i finally see his cutest side of him!" HAHA

He lifted up the veil and kissed me. I was so relief by the fact that he managed to open my door despite all the obstacles. The auspicious time is running and we quickly rushed over to the male side for tea ceremony.

Im still waiting for the all the actual day photos to be ready. :)
I asked Jessica if my face will go cramp at the end of the day. haha and she taught me some funny face twitching. At the end of the day, answer is no. My face is perfectly fine no cramps at all! Smiling with happiness hee~

THIS PICTURE IS MY FAVOURITE!
Thousand of feelings inside you know!!
Everyone was all ready at 6pm for my ROM and daddy is no where to be found!
Our solemnizer waits no man! I received a call from daddy and he said he was outside smoking!! Like O.M.G! Minutes later, he appeared right in front of me and the door was pushed open! I was so mad yet happy at the same time, my tears flow when i saw daddy!!!!!!
Gosh..Naughty daddy!
I said: " I thought you not coming..."
Daddy: " Why im not coming! You need me to sign the papers!"
He gently picked my hand and walked me in.......
**Cannon in D music was played**
Seeing his calm collected face, somehow i manage to shallow all my emotions down and smile as i walk.

"Daddy you are my hero. You always are. Daddy, that moment, i knew only you can make everything goes right. And you did. Thankyou for protecting my lil heart ever since im born. You are The Man of the house, The Gentleman to our families, The Always Young At Heart to my friends and The Hero to your beloved daughter."

We have so much coincident with our solemnizer (Mr Chan Kai Yau). He said his grandpa surname is Zhou, also a Hananise and his Grandma surname is Lau, also a Cantonese! His Grandma is still alive! Hehe how special.. Its like witness how his grandpa and grandma get married again!

Shall end here then!

2011-11-30T14:02:00.062+08:00

Only a week near to my wedding date!
Feeling stress already..
The Month of November:
We had Montage pictures yet to choose, our dowry items to get ready, the finalization of tablelist, wedding favor and the table layout, AV testing, comfirm solemnizer near to date, my ROM dress to choose together with all my last fitting of gowns! HOW BUSY!

We pen down all appointments and things to be done, step by step. In between we have lil quarrels here and there by that doesn't matter. As long as we fall back right to track. :))

This car plate we got it from online website.

Kawaii isnt it? I got this whole set of bedsheet including the quilt and the bed skirting.
REDREDRED!

Sending all invitation cards! We chose the classy yet traditional design.

Chin and me start DIY angbao boxes and guessbook! Quite impress with myself. Haa

Baby got a Couple Spa from Groupon! Its awesome. We really need a stress free stimulator hahahaa~

Till then, all we hope is everything to go smoothly, and leaving a memorable day at the end.

2011-10-30T13:37:00.000+08:00

Time flies and it's already the end of Oct! We have one month left to prepare and things and not doing too good.. Many issue pop out all so last min while Han and me is trying to figure out the best solution for everthing. It is indeed so much to handle. We kept assuring each other that all these gonna be once in a lifetime and never in our life there will be such busy stressful event to handle anymore! So baby, let's do it!!
Hitting the gym whenever we it the time now and then. I don have to intentionally lose weight cos the stress is enough for me.

The month of August
The panicking and the undecisive moments. First we had a hard time choosing out videographer. Is either they are out of budget or we are just a step late and all booked on that day. It isn't easy really.. We got to check out their products, then send them mails in hoping to meet our expectations.
There was once a NATAS fare and we were thinking of booking our honeymoon after our big day. Again, we missed the chance ad there are too many options for us. End up with nothing. Yes, indeed an experienced.

The month of September
I started doing an intensive micro needle facial treatment for my face to treat stubborn acnes! Every week I will visit Touché and the Beauty Consultants are all friendly and warm. Ups for their service. Friends around me saw a huge different, and I can proudly say I'm free of pimples!!
I understand the feeling of getting up each morning to notice another pimple on face. Stress added and really, I felt it's the end of the world!! I will apply concealer to cover and sometimes my acne is too horrible that even no matter how much I applied, IT IS STILL THERE!! Terrible!!
Yap, it cost me a huge burn in my pockets!
While the damage is in a process of healing, I had another degree burn of deciding to pay the photo album by myself! Mind you it is not cheap. 6k damaged done. And I hereby pronounce K.O. Never in my life I have felt so poor.
Haa but the moment that I'm penniless, I felt so much at ease. Do you ever have the feeling of being empty but rich on the other hand? Haha I know it don't make sense.

penny my friend. she introduce instagram to me. i love pictures!
Sourcing for a good DSLR in the meantime.

2011-08-28T12:44:00.044+08:00

ITS WEEKEND LOVES!

As a nurse i dont get to enjoy such beautiful day of the week.. boohoohoo~ So exciting its finally my off day!

They organise an outing at ECP Korean BBQ session --> Marina Barrage

Only 20 bucks per pax!

Baby caught it for me! ahhaah Fan Tuan!

Nel caught this angry bird for her!!! ...... and

and.. babyhan use 2bucks to try his luck! kekek so funny~~

We used angry bird to smack BF!! :p

HEE ~!

All trying hard not to have have forfeit! The Crazy BK will think of many nonsense ideas!! hahhaa soo wanna go minds cafe again!!

Thebabes~

Thehunks~

Our Next outing will be going to the nearest A&W~ Seriously im looking forward!

2011-08-22T12:13:00.024+08:00

It is my off day and baby took a half day leave just to accompany me~
He bring me to ECP for a long cycle!
2yrs back, cycling is like a in-thing for me. I will do night cycling, or from ECP cycle to changi V. It did brought back some memories there.. This time round, its is my turn to tour babyhan around and my goal is changi V! haha we stop halfway at changi runway because somebody is making an excuse saying the seat is very uncomfortable also scare cannot make it don wanna incur any extra charges! blablablacksheep~~~
haah and so we rode back to one of my fav spot listening to the waves enjoying the breeze!

Back with sunburn and body cramps! I STILL LOVE IT!

2011-08-17T11:43:00.000+08:00

MY LOVELY FRIENDS~

MAKES ME HAPPY JUST BY LOOKING AT THE PICTURES~ HEEE

2011-08-16T11:35:00.000+08:00

16August

It is our monthsary.. And fiance said he has a surprise for me. :)
Early in the morning that day, I brought granny to SGH for her eye checkup.
We were already late for our check up, instead of panicking like me or my mum, my cute granny still can show me how beautiful those flowers were and knowing that I've not taken my breakfast, she purposely complain that she is hungry again even after taken her bread and milk earlier on..

We spent a good 3 hrs in the hospital! I volunteer myself to accompany her. Because i knew that for eye checkups, the nurses will instill eyedrop to dilate their eyes, and granny will be alone with the effects of blurred vision! I Dont Want anything to happen.. So while waiting for her name to be called, we chatted. There she goes telling about her past. I guess that's all most elderly loves to talk about their good old times. But for granny, it was all so sad and depressing.. I am so impress that after all those tormenting problems, she still remain so very positive..

After seeing dr, she brought me to chinatown to have lunch. She is a vegetarian so I always had a hard time finding restaurants that suits her! Lucky that chinatown is like her second home..
I love days Like these.. Spending time with someone close to u.. ESP granny.. She is old and everyone seems to neglect her at home.. As a granddaughter I admit that I was always not at home too.. Still love her so much, treating her like how she carefully taking care of me when i was very little. This is how it should be :))

After sending to the nearest train, I proceed to Touché at Palaris for my facial treatment. Then waiting for my prince charming with his white horse to fetch me!
Not knowing where he wanted to bring me to, said it is a surprise! Well, it was! We arrived at Dempsey Hill finally!! This is a place I've been longing to pay a visit for a longest time already~

Dinner at Roadhouse, totally fell on love with the dim light ambience! We both had 200gms of beef! Before that we both dare each other try the 911 buffalo wings! TOTALLY! ITS TOO HOT! My lips were swollen red! Lol i still dun wanna admit defeat uhh... Esp to bf hehe~
This is like a date all over again.. A night that i want it to be only with you baby~

'Love doesn't make the world go round. Love makes the ride worthwhile.' -Franklin P. Jones

2011-07-27T15:43:00.000+08:00

Very busy with work recently due to the heavy workload of shortage staffs having MC trend across the whole level. Other than that, we are facing the international auditing and our bosses are drilling everyone about standards standards and still nothing but standards!!

Something that got us all motivated is our BONUS!! This is one juicy stuffs that is why i am still here in this organization! To think about it, it is really quite alot.. But to reconsider the fact about what we are facing, it is totally another different story altogther. Looking for DEC BIG FAT BONUS AGAIN!!!

Yesterday's news, the minister has decided to increase the healthcare workers pay so as to promote more local interest in the healthcare settings! Well, this is another one good news for next year!!

I just had my pay increment too!! There are two of my colleagues chosen to be sponsored for advance dip one of them is Mainx! Im so happy for them too!! Boss say she wanted to put my name in but there is limited post, well so she KIV me to go for Clinical Instructor course. I dont mind getting this extra skill for the time being. If i have a degree cert, i may decide to be a lecturer in NYP as a C.I.

OK. Plan is a Plan. Have to see how everything goes..
For the future,
FIGHTING!!!

2011-07-26T15:18:00.000+08:00

About a week ago, both Han and me decided to spend a day at the Singapore Zoological Garden. Mum and Dad last min join us and since dad ride bike too, we Broomz together to Mandai~ This is the first time im riding on someone bike with daddy just beside us!
I remember going to the Zoo with my parents and that was 19 yrs ago when i was 4! Going to Zoo again with them makes me feel like a lil kid once again but this time i get to plan the route! HEE~

This Zoo trip was one of the best and the reason is that, i can get to see all animal shows (Thks to Han! He was so well prepared capturing all the shows and animal feeding on the map.), get to feed Elephants and Giraffes, Elephant ride, Carrying a SNAKE!!, and of cos trying to see as many animal feeding as possible!

More pictures at:
https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150256251161855.343463.715801854

A Very Meaningful Day With The Closest Ones~

2011-07-07T12:14:00.003+08:00

A relationship can create anxiousness, significant adjustments and unpleasant sacrifices in one’s life. But when two persons go through all of these together, you know that it is love, and it is worth fighting for. Love cannot be defined by time or space, only in actions and their own definitions.

While some couple need years, we only need 5 months to know that we have found the one. How we could be positively sure that it is LOVE, not an infatuation?

I have addressed many ways to illustrate our love and affection towards each other.. So much so that we definitely know it is LOVE more than any other people who thinks not.

First, he step into my life. Not only knowing what i like and dislike, my hobbies and past time. He come into my life as in knowing my friends, making friends with them and treat them as if his best friend! What comes into my mind, for whatever things i want or wanna do, he will do what he can to get it all for me. He is the most romantic guy i have ever come across!

Up until now, he never fails to fetch me home from work whenever im on afternoon shift. Never fail to send me food whenever im on night shift. Not even once.. The most silliest thing is that he will make sure im bathed, not starved, and fall asleep soundly, before he quietly left.. And always, by the time he reaches home, it will be 4-6am sometimes he even overslept! Mind you, he is staying at Queenstown! Who in this world will take care of me so well hurr??
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Well, Self sacrifice is the greatest expression of love..

Couldnt imagine myself living without him.. It wouldnt be me but a life without a soul.
Had a silly dream too..
Dreamt that he is not in this world with me anymore..
Like the famous chinese novel of "Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Yin Tai", I couldnt take it anymore but to end my life. This is the saddest dream i had, and i never felt so devastated before!

Not gonna let this happen.
I will pledge myself to give him the best i could, love him in times of good and the bad.
Ohh baby.. We have 152 days more to our marriage!

<3 Baobei Ern.

2011-07-01T17:36:00.001+08:00

29 June

The day we had our photoshoot taken.
The day before, we started searching and planning for our props.
We had Balloons, Masks, Bubbles, Lollipop, Lilelle~

That day, we reached as early as 10am in the morning!
My puffy lil eyes, without lashes, that bare naked face..
This will be the last time i be so naked going out!!!!
Anyway,
My makeup artist is early preparing already!

My first indoor shooting was my pink gown for 2nd march-in~
Its a French style, which i look very matured here..
We both use our mask i think it will look really interesting..
Very seductive and more mysterious..

Next, is my white gown for my first march-in~
Took this with lilelle and flowers!
Well, im not afraid of flowers!!
Didnt even think of my lil phobia..

The last indoor shooting was my "kua"..
This is the first time i wearing this, previously, i did not have any chance to have this fitting or a chance to take a look at my "kua".
Was very worried at first. Afraid that i will look very "song" in it..

hehe but it turned out just nice and sweet!
For every shooting, i have my hairstyle and accessories changed by my makeup artist.
She has really good taste of choices!
Trust her fashion taste like completely!
hehe this is one of the important aspect to engage with them so as to make yourself more confident and beautiful do you agree?

Quickly, we had our packet lunch and start preparing for our outdoor shoot already!

With all our props, we drove to Botanic Garden!
Beautiful pictures with Waterfall, Swan lake, White pavilion, Famous 5bucks tree and Green grass patch!!
Props we used were balloons and lollipop!
I think its very pretty and sure it look more carefree~!
I LIKE!
We were really lucky because the weather was cloudy and when we were sitting on the grass patch, it started to drizzle a lil.. not much. Just a few drops..
Han keep praying and talk to his daddy, slowly, the rain miracle-ly stopped!
Thks to the passing clouds..

The last shooting, we were taking pics along the flyer to helix bridge!
It was a wonderful weather like a sunshine after rain!
We saw RAINBOWS!!!
How sweeeet~!!
Props we used were, Old traditional fan and bubbles!!

FINALLY ITS DONE!
When we reached the studio, it started drizzle again!
Quickly packed our stuffs and cabbed home!
It rain nonstop till the next morning!
hehe~
Very Lucky Indeed!

Hehe i think we were really cute here!
MUACKS~

** Pictures selection will be in 3 weeks time or so!! CANT WAIT NO MORE!! **

Just A Nice Guy - Part 3 - Wong Fu Productions

2011-06-13T12:44:00.003+08:00

JUST A NICE GUY

yup and that is what girls want. being special.. :)
ENJOY!

2011-06-10T12:06:00.010+08:00

Wondering how is my wedding preparations going on???

Choosing of actual date - CHECKED
Bridal shop (Yvonne Creative) -CHECKED
Choosing of Gowns - HALFWAY
PHOTOSHOOT - 29 June
Choosing of hotel - CHECKED
Confirmation of Guest - HALFWAY
Photographer - CHECKED
Videographer - PENDING
Food testing - Oct
Jie Mei meetups - NOT YET!

Yes.. Getting married is really not easy. BEcause you would want a perfect or the best of everything on your wedding day. Yet on top of that, it is another stages in life you are going thru and it is not just a game where you could replay it whenever you want to.

Going thru another stages of life, the stage of; when you are given a titled "You Are Married" and calling yourself Mrs xxx everywhere you go... doesnt seems very comfortable at the age of 23 myself! Going thru seperation from your mum and dad is never easy. Furthermore, ive to face a whole new set of life and more to come...
Mummy dont really express herself to me much but once she do.. It always touches my heart.

She wanted me to be mentally prepared that once im married, I have to sacrificed for my own family such as helping to do house chores, washing etc.. she even remind me to tell JH that im allergy to soap. I guess she is worried that i cant handle all these.. Well.. to be honest, I dont do housework. I ve been to alot of my gfs house, and always very surprise when they say they need to sweep the floor or even mop the floor once in a week..
yup. A whole new life indeed and im not afraid!

A text from mum:

In 6 months time, i will be out of the house..
Im so reluctant to seriously..
And mummy is very concern..
This is her very first msg to me that she ever insert emoticons!!!
HAHA! CUTE LURHX!

Lastly i wanna end this post sharing something with you guys..

"Enjoy when you can,and endure when you must.

If you have to do it everyday,for God's sake learn to do it well.Whatever you are be a good one.

Promise only what you can deliver.Then deliver more than you promise.

Don't compromise urself.You're all you've got.

Work out ur own salvation.Do not depend on others.

When you lose,don't lose the lesson.

Ur future depends on many things,but mostly on you."

--Good piece of advice from the Greatest mum.

2011-05-28T07:37:00.004+08:00

In life you will meet your first love. He will be someone you think will be your everything. But sometimes it doesn't happen this way. It is either, not fated or just not too right. They will still holds leavea a very good memory to you. This is what I will call the simple innocent love. Eveything started from there... Character building usually starts with them. I became stronger. Strong enough to start searching for the right One..

Along the way you see you hear you experience different love with people.

Until you thought you kinda met someone who is everything you wanted. You have this impossible faith growing.. You strive hard for it do everything possible in order make it right. Usually the story will jus end it right here. But sad to say it doesn't. It is not so right afterall.. The everything you wanted at first seems to be not realistic at all. Those should just return back to fairytale... The most unforgettable love I call it.

Hello.. Welcome to the real world! You will need to face it.. You eventually will be asking for a stable realistic one who you thing you coul depend on. After the pevious relationship, I told myself that I wouldn't wanna fall into another love story again. But the last person whom I call it fate, he has to be able to eliminate all the bad experience I had previously.. That is when the happily ever after comes... He will be someone making everything possible for you. Working hand in hand together at last. The right one.

2011-05-26T19:04:00.000+08:00

hehe shall post the cute pictures the next round hur hur~!

2011-05-26T18:49:00.014+08:00

hi everyone, i am happily engage on the 16 may. it was suppose to be a birthday celebration but it turn out to be only a cover! this sneakycheeky boyfriend actually planned everything alone and the best thing is that all my close friend knew about it! i was the only one kept in the dark hurr~

16 may a day suppose to celebrate my birthday with my colleagues. had dinner with them at ion swensen. after which he said that he wanted to bring me to a place that i always wanted to go.. we reached at raffles place station, still, i had no idea where the place he mention. the funny thing is his close friend, (wenguo and gf) were there too.. he said that they never been to this place and therefore wanted to come.. yayaya.. that point of time i did not suspect anything weird..

anyway, he brought me to 1altitude! the place was beautiful... i was so overwhelming by the whole place and did not realise kit and ziheng was there!! i was so touched.. still thinking that he made the effort to gather everyone here for my birthday hahaa!

all of a sudden the whole place was silent.. and the DJ announcing a couple is going to have a proposal event and he mention my name! i turned around and there he was walking towards me with the 108 roses and a diamond ring. kneeling down to me poping out the question. couldnt say anything else but i do. everyone started taking pictures of us.. everywhere i see flashes.. everyone was watching us.. some passerby even took pictures of us.

a one min of fame.

been together for 5 months and people will be thinking are they really serious?

but baby fear us not cause you just make everything happen!!

you gave me dreams which i left it behind for quite sometime already..

you pick me up when i was lost holding my hands so tight.

i wouldnt wanna let go of you cause only you the one who ive been searching for..

let us grow old together baby..

true love.. a love with faith.

just felt my heart no longer beating for myself anymore..

2011-05-26T09:45:00.002+08:00

RAHHHHHH IM SOO CRAZY WITH BIGBANG!!!

2011-05-12T10:12:00.000+08:00

Problems revolving around my goodfriends recently.
Lending them my listening ears is all i could help..
Don be silly cause you never know people who really love you, are always there.

That particular night, i flush my BB into the basin!
There goes my BB..
Next day my darling bought me a iphone 4 (white)
I was mad happy even thou im still a BB lover.. hehe
He helped me jailbreak it, installed many many cool functions!

Our couple phone! <3

That night i also made him cried...
Im sorry darling.. I said the wrong thing..
Im really sucha lousy GF at times..
I realised i have hurt you so deep..
Felt that your love for me.. Is just so too much that you did not even scold me or getting mad at me..
You moved me to tears..
I will be more attentive..
Once again, im really sorry baby about that night.
ILU <3

2011-05-06T12:02:00.000+08:00

I have SO much events i wanna post..
But Why I Dont Have Time for You Anymore??

Promise i will work hard!
heheee i still owe one BKK trip post!

Enjoying everything in my life now with him.
Nothing could be perfect. =)))

2011-04-11T15:52:00.004+08:00

A very cute video to share..
Hehe my bf just post this on my wall..
At first i thought he created this vid cos.. he really does those things like the guy in the vid too!

2011-04-11T11:07:00.003+08:00

Up until now we have not BTO the house that we wanted. The new lots doesnt attract me much.. For every choice i made or decision i chose, i go for feelings. Like the WOW effect. We did not manage to get the Topaz so until i couldnt find any slot as better. Im not making a decision just to fulfill my goal. But a decision without regrets. Therefore, im always so hard to please at times. When i have expectations, i want it to be just as high as mine.

We still searching and waiting for a better slot to be out. Heard from Han that the next one will be the Anchorvale at Sengkang. Hopefully when the BTO comes, it wont disappoint me :)

Yesterday, Han and me went visiting restaurants and hotels for our wedding dinner. All in all we went to 11 places! Thank god that Han has a bike and make everything possible.

He planned the route, visiting www.gothere.com for directions and the best route to reach at the fastest time! We wanted to see the settings, the ballroom, and ask about the wedding packages. Sad to say we have to book appointment with them first. But still, we manage to request for a quick look at the floor and surroundings before proceed to another destinations.

From his house, our first stop is Riverview Hotel. This is the only hotel we cant take a look at the ballroom.

We move on next, to Copthorne King Hotel. Bad thing about this is there is four partitions blocking the view of the stage. Although they will provide projectors.. But nahhhh..

Furama Riverfront. There is 3 types of ballroom. (Venus, Jupiter, Mercury) This picture is the Venus ballroom. We didnt manage to take a peek at it cause there is some function going on. Mercury ballroom has a boring rectangular floor setting.. Boring like a classroom. Ceiling is too low.. Not class at all.

Holiday Inn Atrium

A manager show us the room, and he told us that the wedding showcase has just finish. Well, no WOW effect...

Tong luk classic - Looks very big from this picture.. When we reached, we were like hurrr... serious? So different from the picture. Plus the marching in, is out of nowhere...

Holiday Inn Singapore

So far, this is one of our list. We have to decide fast otherwise the place will be taken by others already! This year is a hot period for wedding! Guess everyone is going for Dragon babies too!!!

Parkroyal on beach
It is pretty. But the low ceiling is a minus..

I would recommend the Poolside pavilion instead! Magically beautiful~

Paramount restaurant
Biggest disappointment. Has very good impression of the whole set up, very classy, it is like having a dinner at a white house. Very formal but has this warm feeling. The only problem is that, out of this grand room, the area look just like a peninsula plaza...... worst thing is, we have to march in from outside.. Imagine if i were to held my reception area..... Once i reach i wanna go home already..

Noble house
Looks very similar to the Paramount restaurant.. But its located at the UIC building.. mmmmm..

Pan Pacific and Marina Mandarin were our last destinations.
11 places checked.
SHAG to the maximum.
Free tanning session too.

Back home we are still discussing about it.
Looking at many other places.
Hopefully an answer soon... :)

2011-03-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

Is it because ive think and wander off abit too much?
I knew he is someone i wanna spend the rest of my life with..
Why do i feel so fearful about it now?
And what do i fear?

Im so afraid that one day when i woke up, he wouldnt be the same like before.
Afraid that he will one day get tired of me.
Is this every girl nightmare??

2011-03-23T12:39:00.001+08:00

18 Feb

Baby han brought me for a concert at Espalnade.
It was my first time going to concert and i am too excited!

Our tickets!
Ballerina Who Loves B-Boy!
It is a non verbal breakdance and i guess everyone who is attending is either a fan of breakdance or is a breakdancer themselves.
My Hanhan is a fan.

We had a VIP seating as the first few front rolls has been taken. =)

I started cheering and screaming in fascination too! hahaha

Nice pose teheee~

Recently we have been planning alot about our future!
Our parents agreed/approved to our plans!
So we proceed looking at rings. Our wedding band.
There was one time a PS, we were at Goldheart. I set my eyes lock to a pair of ring.
Ever since then, my heart is always there and no matter any ring that he show me, i just couldnt take that off my mind.
So the next few days later, he brought that ring!!!!
I was so mad happy and cant wait for him to put that on for me!!!!
** To be continue!
More stories up ahead!

2011-03-08T18:27:00.001+08:00

S2 V-DAY SPECIAL POST S2 -PART TWO

17 FEB

It was my off day, and he decided to take leave on this day to kinda "officially" celebrate our Valentine day. I have no idea what we gonna do but all he said was, lets meet at Vivo, we going to sentosa.
Alright.. i was very excited and i just love tanning and lazing under the bright sun!

At the monorail, he broke out a good news saying he has been a confirm staff at NCS! Seeing this boy get all so excited about it just makes me happy!

In between the conversation Hanhan was complaining about his bad tummyache since morning. So while walking, along the trail ride path, he suddenly said he couldnt take it anymore and call me to wait outside the Siloso Beach Resort. Hahahaha! It was pretty funny to think that he went in just to use the gent. =/

I was standing patiently outside the hotel. Suddenly he called me asking me to come in. I was very worried for him thinking that something must have happen to him in the toilet. But instead, he call me to take the lift to level 8. Felt something is wrong. I was whispering to the phone telling him to come down. He reply telling me that there is private pool here can play. Hehe the playful side of me thinking of smuggle myself in too. Later did i realised that there is no pool at this level....

The lift door opened and he reached out for my hand. He led me along the corridor. I was flooding alot of question behind and he just ignored all of them LOL. I was standing there standing infront of Room 828.
When i open the door......

I gasped in surprise..

So it was all a plan! He had reached this place early to decorate the room with candles and roses! aaaaaawwwwwwwww~ I was too surprise and i slowly walked into the room..

Another surprise!

And another one when i open this golden envelop!!!! Inside contain package for Bridal and Photo Studio. Well is this call proposing to me?????? hahaha I have not say the magic word okayy baby... kekeke =p

There is still upstair which brought us to......

Our Private Jacuzzi~!!

Its nightfall already..

Lighting the candles to create atmosphere =D

Food is here after 2hrs of waiting!

And start preparing our bubblebath!!!

Throwing roses in!

It was really pretty at first until we switch on the jacuzzi.... The force was so great and the bubbles actually "shoot" on my face! Bubbles were everywhere! We panic! Trying to find the E stop buton! Cant stop laughing at how in the mess we were having! It turn out to be a milky bubble bath. HAHA!

My lil cute santa claus! kekeke HOHOHO"

My first Valentines Day with him.
Unforgettable. Just like a dream.
PS: Baby, hehe you are the sweetest guy in the whole entire universe! I can see you really put alot of efforts on this special day just to make me the most happiest girl in the whole wide world! WOW.. Im so impress! Lets work towards our goal okayy! I cant wait to have a future with you. Im sure you are the right guy who love me for who i am, no matter what happens. My silly boy, I Love You.

2011-03-04T11:55:00.000+08:00

S2 V-DAY SPECIAL POST S2 -PART ONE

My Valentines day surprise lasted from 13 Feb to 18 Feb.
I must say it is the most memorable week ever in my whole entire life. =))

On the 13 Feb itself, we decide to exchange our gift to one another.
After we open our pressie, we realised that we had done the same thing! Well, almost..
We DIY each other something and we had no idea the other will do that as well!
So coincident we both think alike! haha that is really very cute.

I was so excited to receive cos he was all so weird the whole while. Like prompting me where to open and ask me to becareful all the wal. haahahah! I ask him for the Hint, and he makes me more curious by saying, this, i can swear to you that not many guys will do that for his gf. Oh well..

And TADA! He DIY a noticeboard for me! INDEED it is special!
The wordings of "hanhan & ernern" can glow in the dark!!
Now this notice board is place just beside my bed wall. =D
May i have sweetsweet dreams every night! HAHA

After i have open his surprise, i was thinking hahah how alike we are, cos i had DIY a board for him!
Not a notice board thou.

We spend quite sometime in the room talking about how we make this and all the things that crop up while doing the surprise for each other.
Hehe!

Next day, i was working AM shift and it is the actual day of Valetine!
Work was a total crap.
I ended work at 3.30pm, and just before i wanna go home, someone called me and it goes like this:

Unknown caller: I know you finished for at 3.30pm, but can you wait a lil while more in the ward cos my driver is late and we have something for you.
Me: HUH? WHY? i wanna go home.. u can pass me another day then. (Not knowing it was a surprise)
Unknown caller: Nono..This is something important. You just have to wait the most 4pm okay?
Me: *angry**

At the same time, i felt so very weird. So i gave Han a call.
Realise its all his plan!
ahahahaha~ there goes his surprise for me!

This colour effect is so soothingly beautiful. Swear that i didnt photoshop it. For the matter or fact, all my pics i dont photoshop. Well, i find it pretty troublesome. Doesnt matter anyway haha..

Because im working on this day, we could only meet up after my work. And we planned to make pizza together!! He surprised me with an Oreo Cheesecake bake all by himself. Becasue of that, he slept at wee hours in the morning.

So pretty isnt it? He must have innate some hidden skills in him which we all dunno. HEHEHE

Preview of what we have done,

2011-03-01T14:04:00.003+08:00

(THIS IS A LONG AWAITING POST.
Omg.. it shows how busy i am)

I wanna blog about my wonderful CNY! hehe

Before CNY arrived, Hanhan helped me to do spring cleaning.
For so many yrs, i haven even touch or tidy my stuffs.
Not that im lazy but just that all the things i have, have had alot of sentimental values.
Been wondering why each every beginning, it can be so sweet but in the end, things will still change so easily.

I was thinking, maybe i shall not put too much hope in relationship anymore.
Just let the flow takes me on a lil jouney..
What fate is fate..
He is THE ONE.. Which I always proudly say and annonuced.
This time, i wont anymore.
All i need is to love treasure and cherish him.
Maybe there isnt THE ONE in life.
I wont go searching for such person anymore cause there is a person who love me more than ever is right in front of me. That is too much that ive asked for already.
Thks god for bringing him to me. =)

How does you guys spend your new yr?
Or is it just another CNY you had every year?

Well for me, it is slightly different.. With my boyfriend.
My papa invited him for our reunion dinner steamboat downstair.
I felt that it was the first time, i had a positive recognition for them.
Never felt so happy before! S2
Parents agreement always have bigger and greater impact than any other people on earth.

The actual reunion dinner, i spent my time at Hanhan house.
Helping out a lil in the kitchen with Han mama..
She is making her famous Hananise Chicken Rice!
I love her homemade chilli best!
The way she chopped the chicken reminds me of how my papa used to do the chopping too when i was very young..
His life at home always make me do a recollection from my lil childhood.

Without bike, he felt alot like a handicap.
But that did not stop him from sending me home safely!
My silly boy..
There was a day, he sent me home from his house ( with midnight charge ) and went back home again!!
Even the taxis uncle praised him for being the first person in 2011 ever do that! haha..
BLESSED~! S2

My Chu yi and Chu er i have been going to Hanhan and his sister hse.
That is when i got my 777 when playing blackjack.

oh well well, hahah until now just cant believe it!
His er jie the sabu sabu steamboat lagi best!
Hopefully we can go her hse eat again kekeke..

The next few days, i went to his friend house for visiting.
One of them, i had a special chance to lao yu sheng with He Wei Jian!

After that, we open our gamble den.
Both of us knew that we dont have banker luck, but for today, we had this special luck feeling.
hehehe so in the end, we won 64bucks! =D
Ive collected alot of angpows!!
I guess this yr is the most red packet i had received!
Let me end this post with the world most sweetest smile EVER!

2011-02-22T11:22:00.000+08:00

I had an unforgettable incident before CNY.
Had a traumatizing bike accident that i can never ever forget in this lifetime.
That day, I had a mind set of cycle on repeat mode. Rain. Road. Vehicles.
It tormenting.
The rain continued for 3 days straight.

this pic is taken at peckpeck chalet by mainx.
and queena say it is lika diabetic foot ulcer.

From this incident i really do hope he will ride extra carefully.. im really so afraid it will happen again.
But after that incident, i also realise that im someone he really care for more than himself.
Wont forget how you ran and carried me to a safe place despite your seriously injured foot.
Hopefully by this week when he get his bike back, i still have the courage to ride on it.

2011-01-28T14:50:00.011+08:00

27 Jan

Decided to cook for my beloved bf on this day!
Nothing special.. Just wanna cook it and make love!
<33

OK. Sounds very very wrong. Never mind.
FOOD OF THE DAY: SPAGHETTI AGLIO OLIO

What you need?

Slice your shitake mushroom.
People who know me, will know that i have Anthophobia.
And mushroom falls very closely into that category.
At first it was hard.
But the more i sliced, the more easy it became.
So i guess this is call love uhhh =))
Cause i believe, love conquer it ALL.

Slice red chili pepper.
Chop about 3 cloves of garlic.
Garlic gives the main taste of this pasta.

Boil your spaghetti.
Add salt into the water so that the spaghetti has it taste.

Mix everything with olive oil, and a pinch of black pepper =)
Lastly, the spaghetti.

DONE!

hehe maybe i should do a "ernern recipe" one day since i love cooking.
I always create food for the special person according to his likes and preferences.
I have one part of an album to share..

Anyway, there are more to come!
And i seriously cant wait already!

My hanhan was very excited to have my first home cook dinner.
He told me, since i have prepare a surprise dinner for him, he wanna give me a surprise too!
andd..

Miss Dior Cherie blooming bouquet checked!
hehe.. this is what he tagged on my tagboard before i open my surprise!
ILU Hanhan!!
You the sweetest guy i ever met.
Always plan and give me surprise.
How i wish this honeymoon period wont end.. teeheehee

Enough.

Later at night..
Hanhan brought me along to get Xiang Wei bak kwa.
Apparently, his friend is actually the son of this brand!
So, naturally, the whole factory is his..
mmmm... good thing is, we could get cheaper bak kwa!
hehehehehe!
YUMS!

He stays until i fall asleep and he went back home...
Which is like 4am?? O_O
Loving him more and more each day.
:]

2011-01-26T13:37:00.000+08:00

24 Jan

Waiting for hanhan to come to my house after work.
After having dinner at Prata House, we actually plan to have my durian waffle..
Had been craving for it since dunno when already.
But after that fulfilling dinner, we decided that we couldnt have anymore space for dessert.
Hanhan suggested that since CNY is coming and we should go pray!
Told mummy about the loyang temper that we going. She said that its quite famous and most of the people go there asking for numbers!

I pray for my family good health and always united.

2011-01-24T16:48:00.007+08:00

16 Jan

HAPPY FIRST MONTHSARY HANHAN!

Hanhan fetched me after work for dinner at Paradise Dynasty.
Before that gave Kit a surprise by visiting her at work.
Hehe i just love popping around at friends workplace to make them smile!

There was a time we were walking pass this restaurant and i was very astonished to see there is such xiao long bao! Each xiao long bao has different fillings.

Original (white) –Classic!
Ginseng (green) – Very herbal taste
Foie gras (brown) – This is a fatty liver of a duck/goose.
Black Truffle (black) - Taste almost like the original ones.
Cheese (yellow) – Really cheesy!
Crab Roe (orange) – MY FAVOURITE!
Garlic (grey) –Like as said, very garlicy lo..
Szechuan (pink) – Eeeeeee...

Trying his best to figure out what filling it contain kekeke!

After dinner, i was craving for dessert at Bugis Ah Chew dessert place.
Like a Superman, we fly over in less than 10mins!
He said he wanted to bring me to a place but it closes at 10pm.
So we gobble up his Mango sago and my Fresh steam egg!
And yes, he brought me up to flyer again!!!

On top of flyer.
But i felt like im on top of the world. :)

Beautiful Night did not end like this..
He brought me to Marina Barrage to chill..
Okayyy i admit that it is my first time there and i was very disappointed that why have i not know this place earlier!

I followed this lighted path, and it brought me to a place with couples chilling at their own comfort zone.
It was a windy night and both of us sat their and enjoy the breeze..

People flying their lighted kites!

A day full of loves!

18 Jan

Today was suppose to be a "chu 15" in chinese calendar.
Hanhan was on vegetarian that day and as a gf, i wanted to do it together with him too.
It was quite ok at first because i was at home.
But my friends chio me out to eat, i started to query what i can eat...

So this is my First Vegetarian Day (at hawker centre)

ME: Auntie i want Sambal fried rice no meat no seafood. Today on vegetarian diet.
AUNTIE: My sambal got mix dried prawn leyyy
ME: hurrr haiyaa auntie! Then one plate vegetarian rice pls..
LOL

Meeting kit deon and clare for our K session!
But our baby clare was very late so in the end we went to nessea.
4 of us shared a tower of beer and the crazy session starts!

After awhile, realised something!

I drank while on vegetarian mode.
DANG.

Deon's punishment

Clare's 2 second only. hehe

That night there were cs, yy and hw.
I also get to know that cs has found someone he like.
I wished him all the best...
The following night i had trouble sleeping.. I kept thinking but i knew that i could no longer contain myself with that feeling anymore.
Gone with the wind i said..

19 Jan

The evening, hanhan and me decide to go Drangonfly with mainx, her bf and his friends.

Anyways, for some reason, they change to PH.
It was a 2nd clubbing with hanhan.
Also, an unofficial introduction of her boy to me! ahwhhahaahahah

My drinking partner! S2
She will surely call me if there were Triple D being organize.
Our Triple D stands for Drink Drank Drunk but not Dead yet. hahaa

My hanhan! S2

ahahha i was feeling cold and he rubbed my hands with his.
i would say nothing about this pic until mainx was commenting "WA!! KOREAN SOAP OPERA!!"
LOL

The cute couple!
LASTLONG!!

22 Jan

We went swimming again, and manage to swim 6laps.
Of course break in between!
Had dinner somewhere.
At night, we meet up with penny and friends at ECP.
That night we decided to go over to Nelson house for....
MONSTER HUNTER 3!
haha.. i was so excited about it..
Torn the whole night just to level up my character..
SHAG.

23 Jan

Brought my whole family for a dinner at fish n co.
Sembawang plaza was the nearest outlet.
I was thinking that how great if all of us has transport laaa...

Come to think of it, i have stop booking my driving lesson already!
Very lazy now...
Have to renew my PDL already!!!
Sianx max.. can i do it after CNY??

So wassupp for now???
Gonna play more monster hunter game with hanhan!
hehehe S2

2011-01-24T13:44:00.003+08:00

8 Jan

Missies were all working morning as requested.
It was a playground at work~!
Time passes so much faster.
Love you @ Queena, Gucci, Mainx, Tang!!

After work, all of us Chiong home to prepare for the night.
Before that, we attend Song's baby girl 1st birthday party!

Kids are just so lucky these days.
I don't remember getting princess cake when i was young!!!

Her beautiful name is call Yolanda. :)

Sapphire, Mummy and Yolanda!
Happiness!!

My pretty babes~
I love this picture cause everyone of us is smiling so sweeeeeet!
Some people just don like smiling with their teeth showing..

SO! After the party, we continue proceed to our own ADULT party @ one of a Serangoon pub (Secret Garden)

We start playing Death Circle, and our motive is to drunk someone...

From kawaii Gucci to...

The Crazy Gucci. hehehehehe

Then its my turn... Everyone knows i kiss when im tipsy.

Mainx and Dion.

So many funny jokes happen on that day..
And pictures speak a thousand words.
Below is the link to our crazy moments. ENJOY!

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?fbid=477060122790&id=679392790&aid=261428#!/album.php?fbid=488997643921&id=545208921&aid=274949

9 Jan
An advance celebration to Han birthday with his family members.
Had the famous chicken rice near his house.
And for dinner, we had zhi cha again!
He is one lucky boy who has such happy family.
They reminds me of my maternal side when i was staying at granny house during my presch days.

:)

12 Jan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANHAN!

At miramar hotel waiting for sashimi buffet!
This is just a sneak preview for his birthday.
Shall post it the next time round :)

14 Jan

For all these years, i have been secretly envy for people who know how to swim.
From the outside, it look all so relaxing..
I had mentioned to him before that i wanna learn swimming one day.
It became so unrealistic when i say "one day".
But he motivated me and we decided to go swimming!
He is very patient to me as a swimming instructor hahahaha!
I have always have a lot of funny question like:
" How shall i start first. with my legs or hands?" ,
"Am i suppose to kick my legs out or the other way round?" ,
"Can i breathe through my mouth and out through my nose?" ,
"How do you swim with your head up all the time?" ,
Well, he answered all of them.
Thank you hanhan!!!
You gave me this sense of accomplishment!

That evening was a gathering with my sec sch friends.
We were suddenly discussing our BTO, and surprisingly, chinny BTO the same place as us!
The punggol topax !!!
And i started dreaming about how it would be great if we were just neighbor next door!
We also start planning our holidays for 2011!

My travel plan will be:

BKK March 31 with hanhan penny and nelson (confirm)
Bali April with hanhan jess and fred
Redang July with hanhan jess and fred
Taiwan Oct with mainx and peck

Of course it only just a plan :)

2011-01-10T15:33:00.009+08:00

03 Jan 2011

Attended his friend's wedding dinner at meritus mandarin hotel.

Together we witness the beautiful couple, and i cant wait for my turn already!

We started discussing how we want our wedding to be like..

Yeahh.. The dream wedding to be~

We had plans now.

Ohhh we also start balloting for our new HDB flat!

Punggol VS Bukit Batok!

Just cant decide!!!!

05 Jan 2011

Chinny 23rd birthday. we had a gathering at Katong village for our favourite Korean BBQ!
The meat was luscious and juicy!!
It will be even better if accompanied by a red wine.
After dinner, my hansum came and fetch me to Nex party world with mainx and gucci~!

Hehee cope from mainx album! This is his second meeting with the gurls..
But first time see mainx so kee siao whahahahaah!!

We sang till 2 plus in the morning and he sent me home after that. <33
~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"
Recently ive been going for supper supper with my friends and hansum!
The different places and brought me to for all the good food.
I wont be surprise if ive grow fat la.... HAHA

This is the surprise he gave me.
He said its the limited edition that only Lovelilelle and no other will have it.
I was wondering is it another lil dumbo limited edition toy. kekeke!
And TADA~!

hehe
what i want, if he has the ability to do it, he will grant it to me lika magic!
<3

2011-01-07T11:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2011 NEW YR EVERYONE!!

Bf brought me to see fireworks at marina!
Aint its beautiful?? :]
The finale was even indescribable!
Memories are all kept safely in me. <333

2010 has not been a good year at all.
Therefore, ive been looking forward to 2011..
Until now, it has been quite smooth.
I just got promoted to SN1 like finaly??
Planning to get a degree.. Ive been hesitating awhile for some reason thou..
2011 is a yr for self improving, in and out.

LASTLY, I WISH EVERYONE HAS A SMOOTH YEAR AHEAD! =]

2010-12-28T11:48:00.001+08:00

He was someone i call fate.
I was someone he call true love.

He loves to give me surprises.
And it shocked me each time.

Our first official meeting, he gave me a lil dumbo elle <3

Slowly, he came into my life..
Paying every lil attention on me.

He grab every chance just to meet me.
There was once after a MJ lesson, he brought me to keppel bay to see fireworks.
A beautiful night.

I love the simple dating with him.
Bringing me to places for food.
Its not always restaurants after restaurants now..
One of my favourite place was at Selegie Rd to have Dou Hua You Tiao.
Simple date that i always yearn for..
(6yrs of different relationship, none is like this..)

I brought him to Nessea to see HQ.
That day was disaster..
Im sorry that i brought you worries instead.
From that day onwards, he did not had a good sleep..
I was still trying to settle my problems back then..

His friends gave him encouragement.
With that, i gave myself strength again..
Our official date, he brought me to take a flyer.
I remembered smiling all the way..
That night, he brought me to Henderson wave.
A place where i felt peace and freedom.
The feeling grows from there... <3

Ain't its beautiful?

~"~"~"~"~"~"~"

There was a day, he brought me to the newly open shopping center, Nex.
He introduce me to his personal hair dresser at Supercut as i was planning to dye my hair.
That day, he waited for 4hrs for my hair to be done!
It was when i decided that he will be a really sweet boyfriend.
While waiting he gave me surprises too..
Overwhelmed by his actions.
The DIY dumbo that he drew, the lil piglet he hide in my bag, the fish noodle stall and Henderson wave.

It was really a day that i wouldnt wanna just forget and get on life..
That day, i decided to give him and myself a chance..

I told him that after the KL trip, i will give him an answer. =)
But i couldnt.. cause i have issues not settled...
I knew he was on the verge already..
But he was still there for me..
During my night shift, he will send me food without fail..
There was a time, i received his handmade strawberry cheesecake!
Super impressed.. =DDDD

on the 15dec, he brought me to sentosa.
I dunno it would be so fun just being with him!
He took me to cafe del ma!
A relaxing wednesday i had..
I told him that i would love chilling out like this again..

We had our wonderful dinner at coaster.
Sucha beautiful scenery.. Totally in love!

161210 we get together. <3
Boy, i would like to say, that im so glad that fate has brought us together..
You gave me hopes and has regain back all my strength to ever love again.
I thought that after all these years, my fail relationship has only bring me sorrow.
Almost lost faith in love.. Thankyou for being the one.
You bring me alot of joy and laughter in my life.
A place in your heart that i felt so safe.
I LOVE YOU.

From here, ive open another story.
I hope it end with happily ever after...

2010-12-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

Just wanna say that im happily attached on the 161210.
It was lika dream..
And i am the princess in the dream.
How i wish i would never ever wake up from it.
=))

2010-11-29T15:15:00.001+08:00

i love you more than you can imagine.
for all the things we had done.
were past.
after so long, i finally respected your decision.
our love and hate, really make me struggle alot through..
and finally ive put everything down.

it doesnt meant that ive forget everything about you.
i couldnt.
cause, from that day i said i love you, i really do.
and everything of you has became part of me.
im just removed that part of you from me.
now, it doesnt hurt so much anymore but you left me a scar that i can never forget.

life still has to move on.
all the scars we had were just an experience, memory, a story to tell.
i hope the next person you pick up, she must be able to go through the thick and thin together with you.
too bad, we are not meant that way.

at least we are still good friends, a good neighborhood!
not many couple who broke up can do that uhh.. =)
we are really strong. okay.
and im really that "wo bu pa! wo zhen de se me dou bu pa!" gurl that you always know. =]
you always scold me.
but no matter how angry you are, i still remember, ni shi ai wo de.

now i dont think you can scold me that much anymore.
ren shi fan jian de. pls scold me if i really do something wrong.
cause we are good friends. =))))

PS: one thing for you, pls dont smoke too much le...
it just not good for you.

THE END

2010-11-17T11:14:00.000+08:00

A day out with tubbies after 2yrs!
We had alot of catching up, ah ron sister is going thru a difficult teeange rebellious stage, toto had broken up with her bf and patch back, ah min is bonded to her hospital for another 3yrs+, and i have just became single after so many yrs.

We had our dinner at Mad for Garlic!
Im definitely going back there again cos they really serve delicious food there!

Two yrs back, we were so young. Everyone was studying and doing part-time for extra cash. We had not much money back then, but we wanted to book a hotel for overnight talk. The only place we thought of was hotel 81!!
We were chatting and coincidentally, there is a suntec travel fair at level one!
And ta-da!

The next time we meet, we will be at KL! Hopefully is this coming December!
Well, im really glad we haven change one bit. :)

Here is our Tubbieship still as strong as it is!

2010-11-09T13:41:00.001+08:00

Yes. I want to leave everything behind.
Including you, No is Especially YOU.
I want to forget everything we had and shared.
I want to start a new life. A new me.
Change my identity if I could.
Not be remembered by you.

I shouldn't have even asked.
I guess I have think too highly of myself that he will be back to me..
Well he chose not to.
That is the first and will be the last.
This is so dumb to even have faith that he will change..
Now I believe that..
He won't.
And my faith for him is gone.
We won't work out together.
He wouldnt try..
THIS IS A TRAGIC!!
I know he don't love me that much to sacrify all the negative thoughts or do things for me.

So why do I have to hold everything back when I don't meant a single thing?
This hurt so much then I have thought.
A breakup that I asked.
But I couldn't let it go so I asked for a solution. Which is to be together and handle it together.
FARK!

2010-11-03T11:29:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday i attended Joel 21st birthday party at sembawang function room.
When i entered, i was pretty surprise to see that i was all so grand!
It was like as if someone getting married!

They even have MCs!
Of cause the 2 good buddie, cs and ah di.

They are so humorous!
Cs as usual will make the crowd participate..
No doubt, everyone was enjoying themselves!

But he told me he was actually has butterfly in the stomach! keke
I guess in future, both of them will be the MCs for all occasion already! whahahaha

These are for the games!
The MCs will call the number and the person will have to come out and play a game with the birthday boy!
The loser will get to drink a quarter neat of martel!

The HQ. =)

HQ will still be HQ.
But i guess i wont be together with them as often anymore.
Good thing will always come to an end.
Sometimes no matter what effort you give, things will just turn out differently.
To me, this group will always stay in my heart.
Because, the fond memories can never be so easily be erase.
Love you all as always....

2010-11-03T11:05:00.001+08:00

Finally get to catch the paranormal activities and have a good scream inside!
O_O

Early dinner at flying chillies with babees!

After the movie Alice got to work.
Mainx and me went to PS TCC followed by a heart to heart chat. <3
We ordered desserts and shakes.
There was berries which i thing was really beautiful.

And.. I pop one of it..

SPASMS!! for a min.
hahahahaaaaa and mainx took a candid pic of me!
I dint know i look so happy despite the fact that im suffering!
hehe

Below is a MTV by Hebe.
This song had just become one of my favorite. =))
ENJOY

2010-10-28T13:23:00.015+08:00

It still hurt so much!

On and off, he will appear in my mind. When it starts, i will think of all our flaws. Hated it so much.

We quarreled. Even when we are not together anymore..

Why will our love ended up this way?

I dun wanna start thinking of who is at fault etc.

This really motivated me to leave everything behind..

Not so completely cause it still hurt so much.

So what have i been doing lately?!

Dragging everyone to open their heart and mind by SINGING!

This is the 3rd time i sing K in a week!!

Fugging break the record already. Alot of inside stories and craziest moment to share thou. One of the unforgettable one was with YT trish n XH.
As you can see i was tagged in two of the latest youtube vid.

ROFL**

They are my beautiful babees, The missies.  <3

2010-10-21T18:54:00.004+08:00

The female lead singer in this mtv was not a eye-candy at first. But it turn out very differently as the song goes. Fuck that guy who slap and punch her! RAHHHHH~

Just cant stand guys who hit girls.. =(
ANYWAY my favorite part is when she finally realize that this guy is a bastard! LOL

She is so lucky! For a girl to do car racing?!

teehee it will be a once-in-a-lifetime-never-ever-forget-things-i-did IF i get to drive such beautiful car!

ENJOY

2010-10-15T20:24:00.012+08:00

Generally speaking, people with self-esteem issues may have a tendency to:

- Act immature and have poor interpersonal skills

- Participate in self-destructive behaviors

- Become angry and lose their tempers quickly

- Sacrifice their identity for the sake of "fitting in"

- Dodge reality and unpleasant situations

- Enjoy the demise or humiliation of others

- Criticize themselves and others frequently

- Act superior and brag incessantly

- Overreact when criticized in any manner

- Engage in self-sabotage

Are you one of them???

Some people are getting on my nerve seriously.

You have a serious problem here and you need help.

You are busy laughing at people flaws but you forgot about yourself.

Love yourself more before opening your heart and mind to others.

PEACE!

2010-10-15T16:14:00.001+08:00

ni hai zai wo sheng ming li pai hui ze...

2010-10-15T14:09:00.097+08:00

3 days OFF!

LOVE LIFE!

After a hectic schedule, its finally a ladies nite! Our MIA reena is back! Again, its another breakup season. Sad to say, I had 4 gfs whom just broke up in the month of Sept.. 

Clubbing after a breakup. Seen this trend happening every now and then. Same question being asked by bfs, why have to go club? yayaya Its the LOVE LIFE motto that keep us going! LOVE LIFE = LOVE SELF! Be pampered be happy enjoy life and move on. 

Wed the thirteen is a bimbotic day spending with trish...
Lost our way to the complex.

So we took cab down. When the driver asked whether we stay ard here and we reply NO.

Brought sport shoe but did not jog.

Went swimming but left our goggles at home.

Did not swim much cos the pool is "full".

LOL we were laughing so hard at each other!

Dinner at 515.

We went to clarkquay for warm up then to buttfact.

2 martini 1 tequila shot 2 gin tonic 1 canb vodka 2 jagerbomb

still not enough!

i wanted beer.. just chill at a ktv, and suddenly that strong feeling came back..

i just wanna listen to him singing again..

his voice is like a lullaby

his favourite song is like a story to waiting to be told..

and those eyes he had when he was singing..

side track again..

few things that trish and me were planning something to do.

have not try it out yet..

did i mention that i wanna try jamming?

if its good, david trish and me wanna form a band.

haha this lil dream makes me excited!

who knows? we be famous.

HAHA

 my cousie always want me to bring girls!! LOL

 im not drunk.

2010-10-04T12:15:00.004+08:00

Yes and everything is changing..
Next thing i realise that i started craving for more drinks..
Looking forward to every drinking session..
SO.. when will all this cravings settle?

Anyway, Trish nick and me planning to take diving lesson together!!!
Gonna check the timeslot, place, price!
Teehee! Only not looking forward to have a tanned face! =X
And ohhhh my driving is getting better already! Get to drove to a petrol station! Love my instructor, Mr Wee! Although he is always late and NAG without fail, but i still think he is a good teacher! =))

DRINK DIVE DRIVE!
MY 3Ds. haha

Time waits for no man!
Im gonna learn as much things as possible!
That is at least, make me feel more alive....
Yes.. Life is so much difficult without you..
Like a lost soul..
=(

2010-09-29T14:28:00.002+08:00

Single life is not that bad after all.
And i have more options available for me once again.
Does not have the commitment that i have to comply.
But sometimes, i still miss all the things that we do..

Never hear things like i miss you i love you anymore..
Quite saddening..
But life has to go on.
And im still doing just fine.

Next thing i new was that i begin to pay attention to what i eat, behave, etc. All the aspects that i don usu pay attention of.
I even listen to my BC advice to do masking every alternate days, drinking plentiful of water.

But i ate quite alot recently.
Gain wt even.
HAHA
Must have been filling all the lost patches i have been.

(*Listening to alice blog song.. HAha! SURPRISE that she listen to this type of genre..)

Gonnna change my blog song soon..
That is if i have the time yeaa..
Of course, im gonna blog so frequently again! Since ive the time now~

HAHA
Its really fun to have a post review drinking session.
We can see all the expression that you have no goddamn idea! Esp when you are a lil tipsy.. =)

ENJOY!

2010-09-27T00:13:00.001+08:00

ding dong! and this special one surprise me with this..
these are all my FAVOURITES!
my craving for honeystar specially for me... =(
idk y i feel so =(
just cant spell out the words i wanted to anymore..
anyway, THANKYOU LMSSYDS!
kekeke!

loved and pampered. <3

2010-09-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

not sure whether or not to look forward to our tioman trip...
not sure how will we be like after we come back..
no matter what, we know we love each other alot..
so much so that we want the best for each other..
jiu zhe yang.. wo men fen shou le.....
wo zhen de hen ai ni, baba..
zhen de hen kai xin nen gou he ni zai yi qi..
wo bu hui wang ji wo men shuo jing guo de yi qie yi qie..

i still remember waking you up in the middle of the night and disturb you to sing this song to me..
and it just hurt so much when im listening to it now..
there were too many memories.. too many things that i couldnt forget..

no matter what happens in future..
Baba, we are still very good friends.
when im hungry i still hope you could still cook noodle for me..
i hope when i open the fridge i will see my fav drinks inside.. =))
do you wan my lil elle?
she will miss you.....
=((

wo men xian zai yi ding hui hen tong ku..
esp you.. cos your house has the most memories they we had..
maybe it take mths or a yr to xi guan a single life again..

im so afraid of being single..
but not now anymore.
lets move on.. =)

2010-08-30T12:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHAY MR BABA!!

We grew together since young, and how i wish we could grow old together too.
We had our honeymoon and
We are now facing towards the hardest part of our life.
We had dreams.. Yet to be done.
I wish Mr baba, all the best in whatever he has to do.
This is our striving-to-the-peak-of-our-life part.
And I need to be with him this very moment, to support him.
Mr baba, jiayou.. =))

I got a Mont Blanc pen for him as a gift.
Im glad he was all so excited about it.
It makes it all so worth while just to feel that he loves it.
ilu.

Hope this lil pen will acc you to ur every stages of life..
You will be facing more in time to come.
Let it be your starting of your journey.
Workhard! <3

2010-08-23T12:58:00.005+08:00

Ok I'm now at ENT clinic waiting for a dr to see my patient..
Well, I could make use of this time to blog using my BB phone.. Kekeke!
BB just rox!

Mr Baba birthday will be coming like 3 more days later!! I'm feeling pretty excited about it!
But the birthdayboy isn't.. He hasn't has any plans YET. But its is another opportunities to gather all HQ together again! I hope everyone could make it.. I dunnno if whether I'm the only one who want this to happen.. Cause they dun seems to be as united as before anymore.. After that scarible horrible terrible incident.. IDK. But they have already became part of my life.

OH I couldn't post any imagine here? How sad!
**re -edited**
this is the few of my favourite pics of HQ:

everyone is so happy back then... missyouall.

"~"~"~"~"~"

Something to share:
"Words can hurt one's feelings. But silence, it can damage a person. Silence speaks louder than you'll ever know."

Yeah. When I went mute, my poor csyong will be raging away like a madman. And the more he *scream.shout.pull hair* the muter I became. I felt that I should be treated with respect and not being shouted at. So unless he calms himself down, I may start to talk.

We have big quarrels even, until to a point we went silent. Although it was just a night or not more than 2days, its was still unbearable! Every min you jus wanna find him to talk.. But its either pride or ego that hold back and let it ruin the relationship. For all these months, I've been trying to kick this worst habit of mine. It will be kinda hard too because the more I say the more angry he will become! Haha!! But at least he knew what was I thinking and problem MaybE solve. =))

Thanks for the teachings.. <333

2010-08-22T20:22:00.001+08:00

Put aside all my issues.
Thought i could plan to write freely all my problems here..
Well, maybe not today. =)

I wanna share something else..
Does anyone has their own personal excitement to share?
Maybe something close to your own morality even.

Last week, I and buddie when for sheesha session.
This was the second time i had sheesha, and we ordered "peach cocktail" flavour.
First experience was quite ok.
But the second one was way too different!
Must be the cocktail cause me to feel giddy and all..
Im like high on opium!

Anyway, my point is not this..

We were havng so much funtime together and suddenly,
Buddie suggest: If we walk off now, no one will knows..
Me - ya we could even take cab home..

And its all decide.
Its not the money issue that we are talking about..
Its the lil thrilling things that we wanna do..

That wonderful day, was so crazy lar!
We walk off like nobody business, the pace we had became faster and faster! Its like any time you fear that someone will tap on your shoulder. Whatever it was, i was so thrilled and my adrenaline shootup highhigh!
After knowing that we were safe, we fell on the floor together and laugh so loud!
Evryday, all so serious and everyone abide rules we people set.
Okay.. i know im not young anymore.
But once in a while hanging out with different people, did different stupid things, had different feelings all mix around.
Nice =))

PS: Thats explain our free sheesha session on a saturday night! =p

SO..
Although apart of me felt really guilty about it, but this lil devil in me gain me an experience that i never had before!
Of cos this will never happen again. =)

Like i said.
Everyone has a story to tell.
Well, maybe some stories are not suppose to be told.
Its just all for the lil thrill and excitement you need in life.
Once you experienced it, you will find that you will treasured whats more important to you.
People learnt from mistake.

2010-08-16T02:44:00.001+08:00

Hi..
Im back again.
Recently i doesnt have the time or maybe the mood to blog.
But now, i wanted to say just a few things to keep my blog alive!

Ive discovered afew problems lately that i have been going thru, living thru and been thru for all these yrs.
I wanted to lived better, loved more of myself and therefore read this book that Trish recommended me.
"Codependent no more"

I will be posting more about myself in the upcoming post.
So stay tune!
Im really glad that ive anknowledge the problems i had and faced.
And im prepared to change for good.
Hope it can help in my relationship not only to my dearest boy, family and friends, but love myself more in a way. Staying true to my own mind.

Lastly, i wanna say is, life is great!
There are more events to come and im looking very forward to it!
XOXO

2010-07-09T14:06:00.005+08:00

This is Mike's prorprsal to xiaxue vid.
I actually cried!! lol~ Very touching.

http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?page=4&c=1&p=8&v=268

This is xiaxue's ROM vid!
Very sweet!

http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?page=2&c=1&p=8&v=302

2010-06-29T00:03:00.003+08:00

Marriage.

It has always been a beautiful and a happiess part of life that I have been looking forward to..
I felt that when two person is deeply in love with each other, that is the only thing that kept them going, and again, the next stages in life, together.
And im really curious, how did they manage to be so strong and go on.

I have been in a relationship for 6yrs straight. Not more than a week, im in another relationship.
In every relationship im in, i have seriously gave a thought about marriage!
Oh lord!
Why am i so into it and rush everything altogether, and messed everything up.
When i realise, things isnt what i expect it to be, there will be a huge disappointment, therefore, a breakup.

Again, each breakup, i learnt something.
Memories to me all are very important.
I have no regrets.

~"~"~

Now, what i have been thinking was, maybe..
Maybe marriage is not what i actually want..
You see, i dont wanna be commited to a house whole day. (even thou how i wish i have a own HDB flat)
I dont wanna stay at home whole day just to take care of my childen. (even thou how i wish i have 2 kids, a boy and a girl.)
I dont wanna just look at pictures of the beautiful things outside my world, but to experience it.

Next time you see me and try asking me about me getting married and my plans for wedding and my future home, I may disappoint you.

Next question you guys may have asked, what about your current relationship.
Yes jessica is right. HAHA
I twittered it before: Take everything a step at a time and time will tells.
He may not be the guy which i expect it to be.
But he sure to brighten up my soul without fail.
I dont see a future between us but i dont care cause he is a very good accompany.

(cs, if you read this, you may think im selfish. But again, i ask you, what is love all about? Im seriously confuse now.)

2010-06-25T00:47:00.001+08:00

found upon a friend album and he has this many expedition he had..
and all these below is what i want to see.
just thought about sharing it with you guys.. =))

The alton tower

The london expedition

see the london eye!

Nottinham

Europe expedition! look at the castle!

and the garden!

aint it beautiful?

i decided to save my money for all this.
if i really found a companion, i don mind even going for a bag pack tour, seriously yes i would, at all cost.
hahaa!

this is the biggest reason why am i still here. =)

2010-06-15T15:00:00.005+08:00

110610
it is a day, we had our own time spending together.
feeling somehow very akward..
the one yr spending together is like a dream..
i thought i did and understand him better than any person in the world..
yeahh and i realise i was really wrong all this while..

we catch a movie at TheCathay cineplex..
it was a sunday and the crowd came in the evening.
after movie, we went to PlazaSing..
i was very eager to go to B1 to see the fishes! =))
hoping to find a toy i wan for my goldfishes..
after which he bought me to alps, one of the pubs at princep road.
the ambience was pretty cozy..
we had settle our dinner there.
ohhh yessss i ordered that hazelnut martini.. totally eeeeeeeew!
haha! it is now comfirm that i will not drink anymore martini in my lifetime I SWEAR.
i tot the eew feeling for martini will subside with the cover of hazelnut.
but NO! zomg..... it make me sick.
we ordered two more jug of beers for ourself.
and cs started to sing..
my jaw remain open all the way. HAHA
even the next table, the guy came up to our table and cheers us with his 2 bottles of dunno wad beer..
even thou its not me, but i feel so proud to have a bf who sings well.
=))))
i have no pictures..
but i hope memories with no pictures meant something even more memorable..

i was very happy that night..
it is all i wanna remember.
such a pity that the issue happened and spoilt the whole occasion..
110610 marked a scar in my heart.
that day i really went into the extreme of both ends..

2010-06-12T13:17:00.001+08:00

MIA.

2010-06-10T12:16:00.000+08:00

i attended "jess-brother", lon, wedding dinner.
it was more to a last min decision therefore csyong is not with me.
it was situated at the grand cophrone hotel near zouk.
a very very grand and beautiful dinner i had.. at first it was damn weird as my seat is so far away form jess n fred =((
worst thing was that it was winnie's (the bride) ex company colleague!
everyone was there chatting among themself and when i was ask: hi, which department you come from??
wthh.. im not even working in your company can! lol-ed..
we just exchange numbers and i given csyong namecard. haha jsu in case they are looking for cars! =pPp
awhile later before the dinner start, jess came to my rescue!
lucky her table has extra seat! =DD
seating beside me is one taitai with a ex pilot husband.
we exchange number again and now we are still in contact! lol-ed again.
hope the next time she contact me is when she wanted to sell her new car! hahhahaa

* I wan pics! *

last weekends, ah di organise a drinking session at nessea.
i was really enjoying myself..
although im not really a fan of beer.. i was pretty high that night.
and i drank quite alot too.. to the extend that i vomited before going to bed.
did i mention before that never in my life i drink drank drunk and vomit?
yeahhhhh i did now!
the effect really takes sometime to get drunk!
lucky baby is always there beside me.
i really love chinese oldies now. hahhaa the boys will never fail to sing their favourite song!
And those songs became part of my life now.. it is really very meaningful.. all the heartbreaking relationship that i went thru.. the feeling still lingers... i will pause and listen to them singing. no doubt, csyong can really sings mann.. haha!
he would ask me, am i better than the original singer? ohhh plss.. to me, for all songs you sang, the original singer is you baby. =))

monday was our off day together!
and since he got his pay, we decide to go town to do some MAN'S SHOPPING!
haah!
frolm wisma to takka to ion to wheelock and back to wisma!
finally, he got his shoe from aldo and his black blazer and a white T at zara.
dinner at pastamania to stop my naggings...
and movie with his friends at cwp to end the day.

tuesday
my off day continues..

went to gym! after that meet kit for a movie at amkch!
after movie we had our king prata that day.
we Q for this prata and the waiting time is 30-45mins!
but it was all so worth it..
next time i wanna xia cs come to amkch to watch movie ler.. kekez!
good things mus share with the person i love most!

we cabbed home coa i wanna make pasta for him!
the poor boy haven had anything and its so late!
when i reach home, i notice somthing fishy..
YES! i saw a fish tank and two lil goldfish inside!

he decorate the tank with colourful mostly pink peppers, and bought a house for them!
it was really a big surprise and i was really overjoyed!!
with that i quickly make the pasta for him and went over to his hse!

lols! his dinner at 11pm..
HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY!
080610

2010-05-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

Few days back..
The bfy: Im going to surprise you with something and i know you will sure like it alot!
Me: Really what is it? Is it alive?
The bfy: Not really.

Posted " Is it a goldfish" on facebook.
And he call me straight away.

The bfy: HOW YOU KNOW! WHO TELL YOU!

wow... i really dunno how i know..
it was like something just strike into my head!
Is that the telepathay we always share wit one another? hmmm..

Today...
Our planned is to get goldfish, have lunch and movie..
Oh well.. I thought we suppose to only have lunch first at admiralty cause i do not know any pet shop near by.. and therefore i did not bring my wallet..
In the end, he said he wanted to go yishun pet shop after lunch..
He was so pissed off that we have to walked all the way back home just to take my wallet plus i did not feel apologetic at all. My point of view is that, why do i have to say sorry for thing small lil thing???
END UP WE HAVE BIG QUARREL!
WTHHH....

wasted half of the day trying to cool down and say sorry. LOL!
No goldfish today he said..
We went to seoul garden! teeheeheee"
The food was so-so.. But the time spending with him was really a plus plus one!
I made him coke float and ice kachang. <3
I really happy being with him.. But i dunno why sometimes our temper can really cause earthquake.
Like what kit has say, wo men yao ai de hong hong lei lei cai jiao ai..!
wheeeweet! hahaaaa

After dinner, we rented 3dvds to watch.
Felt that my realationship is back to honeymoon period again.
Seems like only after a big quarrel, we will learn how to appreciate and love each other more..
Do you think its healthy being like this???
I don wanna think what future is there for us..
I do want to work things out for us...

On the way home, he borrowed trish electric guitar..
That happy face of him i will not forget..
Like a lil boy and his new toy..
Listen to him playing Qing tian really very peaceful..
OKIE!
OFF TO WATCH DVD LE~!
tataaaa~

2010-05-24T14:40:00.000+08:00

Im having a bad bad day..
And he makes me smile so much! =))
(mute my playlist before playing this vid.)

2010-05-22T11:23:00.005+08:00

YES IM BACK!
wow.. there is too much for an upload..
as im getting lazier, im getting fatter..
baby is on diet until he has gastric pain.. =((
not anyone can be like me feeding on liquid. hahah!

Whatever it is, yes.. the previous post has been deleted by me (not really completely erase but is kept somewhere for my personal) .. I HAVE DECIDED TO GIVE BOTH OF US A CHANCE.
Maybe the last chance.. If things still not the way i wanted it to be..
I have to really either bid goodbye or whatever i dunno yet.
Just dont wanna think any further cause for now, i really love him so much!

There is no forever such craps..

Just take a day by a day loving each other..

15MAY is the day we decided to forget about all the unhappiness and go ahead to Jiaqing 21st birthday at costa sand. Before that, we went to holiday inn to get liquour. A bumpy journey with full of awkwardness filled the cab. The few days of not meeting makes me wanna hug him real tight when we meet each other..
But ohh well, my head is still looking up so high....
A
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We were the last to reach!

The birthday boy who happen to be the same birthday as me!
And that makes me so interested in him!
HAHA~ I expect him to share the total same interest as me.... duh!

"The HQ"

The bfy was kinda high on beer, liquour and red wine!
Its either ego or pride, he just cant stop drinking and to lose a girl...
I also support him not to lose cause she is somewhat very arrogant. HAHA!
Dunno.. I just doesnt like people to brag too much or saying things that aint true.. WTH FOR?!?!!
So i went upstair and sleep for a couple of hr..

16MAY
After the chalet continue sleeping at bfy house.
He gave me the impression of "sadness and I really love you dont leave me" feeling and its really nice..
Hug him all the way to sleep <3

Woke up and kinda pissed when he kept asking me whats the plan for my birthday!!!
I would rather he surprise me and just bring me out for buffet whatever.
RAH RAH RAHHHHH!
I go ahead with my timbre plan in the evening.
Suppose to meet trish and andrew at 9 and they reached at 10pm!
Say whose the late princess now? NOT ME HOR! =[

But then again, she appear with a box of cake!
teehee!!
=]] I really love you Beloved Trish!

The three of us were enjoying everything single thing about timbre.
Baby only likes the pizza there and was saying that if there were to have a chinese band up on stage now would be better.. rotf!! i dont think it fits the astmosphere can!
Anybody knows any live chinese band???
I think the respond will be:" NANA LOR!" ......

Beer is the best for such occasion! Simple and relaxing..

I saw this outside 7-11.
Without thinking, the bfy took coins out and ask me to choose.
HAHA!! He knows my pattern lohx (want still say dont want..)

My new toy here will light up when it sense radiation. ^_^

HAPPY!
TIMBRE AGAIN FOR SURE!!

17MAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAQING AND ERNIES!
Im 22nd this year officially..
Ironically, my bfy says im still like a baby to him.

A simple day just catching 2 movies together.
We again, choosing out food from the ususal place and sneak in for our yumyum movie.
Going to bfy house while waiting for him to get ready.
While waiting, his sister and cousie came surprise me with a birthday cake!
I was so really surpriise that they will do this lil surprise and i really loves it!
Makes me smile all the way.. =DD
And that was the 2nd cake i blew..

18MAY
Meet mainx and ah peck at novena 313 for Marche!
This place i was actually planning to eat with bfy de..
But just forget it man.. If i wait, i guess world war 12 has just happen......
(okayy i purposely make this as a joke. just wanna 一笑而过)
okayyy anyways, the outing is really a memorable one!
teeheeheeeeeee!

My last cake!
I really loves blowing candle and making wish over and over again lars!!
Hope every yr can blow at least one cake Im vey contented alraedy! =]

HAHA okayy..
Really loves all the pics of us lars!
Keep looking at it over and over again lohx..

okok lastlast!

After dinner, we went to cathay cineplex, annnnnd we decided to hook pushie!
This is probably the most luckiest time happen on my birthday already!
Usually bad things always happen to me during my big day....
Maybe that is why the bfy and me had big quarrels???

HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!

i wonder isit so hard to make me happy.....

2010-05-02T23:27:00.004+08:00

Firstly i wanna congratulate jess and fred for getting a slot in one of the HDB flat!!
I told csyong about it but seems like he is not interested about it.. Well, I Am Really Into It And I Kept Thinking Of Our Future Already.. its always $$$ and more $$$ $$$ !

Kit birthday was on the 22nd and we celebrated it on the 24th at STAR.
I was pretty tipsy that night but still not puking.
How come i dont puke??? Not trying to show off or whatever.. Is it i drink not enough or what? But the world is turning and i see stars! And thats not drunk enough? Trish said at one point of time, when she was too drunk she couldnt recall what she have done the whole time! WOW.. This is KRAZY! But i guess its quite fun to know the another side of yourself when you are drunk! Whakaka~

I hope kit enjoyed herself that night! I bet she is drunk.. That is a must on their big day! hehe~

One of the day after csyong bought me a Blackberry phone, I went in search for my cover at bugis with Audrey! It was fun and we talked alot! We had alot in common and i would love asking her out for shopping again! I got myself a minnie-mouse stick on for my ezlink card! MAD CUTE! And she intro me this cloth bangle which i would wear it whenever i go kiakia now~ Bought a blue jacket which i wore it at kit birthday, a red pinafore.

Thanks Audrey! Hope you come back to Ward 9D! lolx
Teach me how to swim some day yar~

OOOHHHH YESSSSS

I LOVE MY BLACKBERRY BOLD 9700 SO VERY MUCH!!
THANKYOU CSYONG!
hehehee~

BEST GIFT IN MY LIFE!
Madly in love with it! Precious of the precious Baobei okay!
<3<3<3

Today was actually a no plan day!
Chinny planned to fly kite behind vista point and so i joined her.
Csyong has MJ session with his family later so he went home after his mummy called.
I always wanted to fly a kite successfully! And today is the day i learnt to fly a kite. HAHA

see this pic? FULL OF KITES IN THE SKY!!
The whole thing just look like a group of dragons flying simultaneously towards something like as if preparing to have a war.. My god! It is beautifully attractive!
I couldnt help but lying on the mat enjoying the whole scenery~

csyong has his first time to fly a kite too!

Wheee! Feel so good to see my kite flying as high as the others!

I WILL GO GET A BIGGER KITE!! WHAHAHAAAAA

Happy moments will last. But love like this is a never ending Happiness! ILU CSYONG! <3

2010-04-17T22:46:00.000+08:00

indulging in scientist by the coldplay..

been short of staffs lately..
and im running alone ridculously with a HCA not more den 2months old!
my oh my..
ive to basically look after 13 patients all by myself with a puppet.
=((

working just sux...
i need a getaway really badly..
i miss the days at redang..

~"~"~"~"~"~"

today is another bad day to begin with..
i had bad cramps..
but i told myself to be strong and go work today..
at work, i realise that staffs is tight again.
with this, i distract myself...

during the lunch time, i realise that the day before i had made a medication error..
well, not me excatly.. but still, i have cause enough hassle to my boss..
haizz..
today suppose to be a great day cause its a SATURDAY!!
=((((((

reached home, sleep.
.
.
.
which is my plan..
but i couldnt get to sleep!

csyong came up to my hse and surprise me with my cravings!
cerel strawberry icecream from MAC!
wheeee~
his being so nice to me cos im having a bad day.
thankyou baby! MUACKS!! BIGBIG ONE!

2010-04-14T23:34:00.002+08:00

Enjoyed my night shift with sally!
Thanks god again for your blessing!!

Sorry the colour effect is not that great..

But this bian dang is from csyong for my burning night shift de!

I always felt so lonely during the night as i know everyone will be alseep except me..

That silly thought really makes me feels like a lonely person.

csyong used to accompany me at night on the phone when he was in NS.

And i understand he couldnt do that anymroe cause of his new working schedule.

Hell its just so hard to get rid of the unnecessary feelings..

Even until now.

~"~"~

My sleeping day, i slept for 2hrs, meet Trish and Chinny for bugis shopping!
I got myself a hiphop pants which i think is really cool~
After shopping, we went to one of the famous dessert stall and this i9s where ive fallen deeply in love with this hot yam sago!
It is rreeaallllyyy i repeat, RRREEEAALLLLYYY yummy!!
Whoever going shopping with me will be listening to my beggings and persuations to this dessert stall again for the following outing~
whahaaa' This is simply a sweet addiction added with love since those who shop with me are call my loveloves!!
=PpPpPpPpPpPpPpPpP
After that was my brazilian waxing. (satisfied!)
The lady was late and i was really guilty letting the 2loveloves to wait for me.
So i decided to bring them eat dimsum at Ah wang's cafe..
kekez~

poor thing.. she really look so tired!

Reached home, she's dead on bed.

~"~"~"~

Today is my off day!

(Seems like im always having my off days uh???)

GYM-ed!! yeahhh after 7days now finnaly i moved my arse...

Rush to meet chinny for a movie at cine.

HUNGRYNESS'!

Realise i have not touch any food.

Planning not to eat if no one is free to accompany me.

Chinnt meeting bfy, csyong has appt to mj, jess working, only trish!

When to NYP to meet trish and i saw my frenz from Bussiness sch!

Pervert peeps.. HAHA

Dinner at admiralty~

Trish actually planning to go clubbing.

And she changed her mind for someone else.

just so SWEET! <3

~"~"~"~

When a diamond ring is scrtached, you will try to polish it..

It will still be shiny and magically beautiful..

The second time its being scratched again, you will still polish it until it still shines..

Same goes to the third forth fifth times,

The diamond ring will still look shiny but it will never be the same anymore because as you polish,

the good and the bad will wear off together..

In the end, you may just left with the ring itself.

Just want to tell everyone, to treasure all your loves ones.

Do not wait until things happen and you realise that its too late to amend all your deeds.

Love is a wonderful thing..

Use it wisely or else it will lead to one deadful thing.

You just have to reap what you sow.

2010-04-12T10:11:00.000+08:00

Gdmorning everyone~!
Have been awake for teh past 21 hrs already.
Just completed one night!
Obviously its a sunday night and 75 bucks is already comfirm!
Today will be another 50bucks coming in! *chink king!*

Yesterday, csyong brought me to bishan J8 to get my BLACKBERRY PHONE!!!
wheee wheeeee whhheeeeeeeee !
I still very excited now, phone is now charging at the moment.
After this im so gonna start reading the lil booklet!
heehe~
Thks also to JQ for helping us settle our phone stuffs....
Dinner at pizzahut after that.
Pepperoni is not my taste, at least i know now.
Will try the soft shell crab the next time!
No pics. Just feel like enjoying the dinenr with baby!
Pizzahut still serve the best meatballs!

*Im now using Trish's computer.
Loves typing on her keyboard !!

**Im gonna buy a pinky cover for my BB! LUBLUB! ^_^

***Goodnight to me and Goodmorning to you!

2010-04-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

I have been papering myself really good during my off days.
Plus my bank account went down to about 1/4!
I have re-new my one year plan of gym classes at amore.
EXERCISE-EXERCISE-EXERCISE!!! =pPp
Facial after gym..
One word. SHHHIIOOOKKKK~!
Movie with baby to end the wonderful day~

Next day was just resting at home until dinner time, went to do my express pedicure!
hahahas finally i know~
Felt really like a lil taitai.... hehehs!
Told my bfy that after this 12 course i feel like signing up again!!
He almost faint. =XxX
Meet trish at sembawang to have dinner at sakae~
SATISFIED!

Today is my another off day of the week.
Felt really lazy to go gym again!!
WHYWHYWHY!
I must put this to a stop.
Better go sweat it all out tomorrow~
Meet chinny for a movie "Whip it"
I couldnt help but thinking of how i would be like if i were a mother of a child. =)))
Dont wanna be the one who be screaming at them chasing them with a cane.. but be their listening ear and giving advise with my own experience. Just couldnt wait to face this challenges in looking after my own child!

Decide to make dinner for baby since im free~
Shop at cold storage and spend 3/5 of my pocket money he given me this morning. hehess!
Still feeling very happy that i have pocket money!!
Ever since i completed my secondary sch, there is no such thing as pocket money anymore.
Thks baby~!! No matter how much you give me, the feeling is really good you know!!
^_^ hahaS!

TA DA!!! this is my CLASSIC CHICKEN BURGER!
and baby's favourite, the whip potato with lotsa lotsa bacon bits!
He loves it to the max!
teeheeheee this makes me really happy!

Cant wait to have a kitchen on my own!
Wanna learnt many other different kind of dishes~
=DDD

Oh yessss you should see how clumsy i am in the kitchen.
lucky mummy is there to help me clean up the mess i made.......
thks and sorry mum! =X

2010-04-07T14:28:00.000+08:00

Csyong has been one of the closest boyfriend i have..
Even thou my ex-es whom i have relationship with can be tohgter for 2 yrs plus, but it was never like this.
From his friends to family, i was never a stranger.

The first day of qing ming jie (it is a chinese festive to pay respect to their ansester) i dreamt of csyong grandmother!
Ive no idea how she look like and never in my life seen her before!
I was very happy to know that i actually met her in my dreams!
Remembered that i was actually taking oranges for a belated CNY! LOL~
Funny dreams..

Another day..
I remember waking up at csyong hse around 8plus to send him to the door.
Did not wear spects that point of time and i saw a lil figure in his kitchen.
Next thing i knew i was screaming away!
THE CAT WAS CHASING ME AND I SCREAM IN HORROR BACK TO HIS ROOM!
Come to think of i i couldnt stop laughing! HAHAHAA
How come his house got cat! This is the least i would expect..

currently 52.kg.
aiming 48kg.
LOVES!

2010-04-07T13:21:00.000+08:00

NO MORE BEING NURSE IN CHARGE !! 2 WEEKS IS ENOUGH!
now i can just focus on my patients.

The past few days have gone thru the lowest and the highest peak in our relationship.

Baby make fruit salad for me and he name it the longest name i heard.. He is someone who loves to do special things that no other people can "copy".
Lets welcome the Mix toothy fruity with strawberry salad!

AND mine is a simple breakfast that i've done before his work.
The american breakfast!

Last saturday, we spend our night at nessea since all of us have not been there for quite sometime already..
It was one of a very sweet night to me cause we have been there for one another..
Hope these will carry on for our more to come outing..

they are friends for life i just can feel it.. =))

today is my off day plan to go GMY --> FACIAL --> PAMPERED MY 2000BUCKS FEET --> CLASH OF TITAN!!

the rest for the wk is morning shift.. means gymgymgym after work.
=DD
FEEL HAPPY WHEN I FEEL HEALTHY!!
Hope baby faster get his dumbbell laaa.. haha

2010-04-01T19:04:00.001+08:00

Today will be my 2nd day of PAPA+P shift.
Cant wait to see my next week schedule~
If its a friday off, most probably we be going sentosa!!!

On Tues, chinny accompany me to vista point to dye my hair!
To appreciate her, i brought her to swensen!
I've 7 dishes that i couldnt wait to try!
That day i just ordered my fish casear salad. Its been a very long time already and recently have been craving for it. =)) SATISFIED!

Yes and after that i rush to amk for KTV with colleagues~

ahahas~ Couldnt forget Germain dance the GEE song by one of a korean GB.
LOL!
I would start laughing even thinking of it now!

When i reach home i saw my lil elle stretching her four limbs wide open and i couldnt help but to take a pic of her!

hehes~ SHe is my favourite! ^^

Gonna watch a new tv series now! wheee~

2010-03-28T15:11:00.001+08:00

My last night shift ended yesterday.
Very peaceful night once again! All i do is just writing reports, no new cases for both team =), answered few call bells, do only 2 sponging as most of my patients were all independent, THATS ALL! no nasogastric tube feeding, no extensive care to worry about. Most of the time spending is just in front of the computer with my juniors. heeee~ Finally its done.

Was supposed to accompany mummy to uncle's place for some catch up.. But i was too tired to get up! Sorry mummy~
Woke up at 4pm and prepare to go gyming. I told csyong yong that i forget to EAT! I think he really took his hat off me.. Haha!
Without food for energy, it was really very tiring to exercise. But i still manage to burn off 500 calories.

Plan to club at dblo at first but the whole queue is way too long!
Took a ride down in weiliang's merc to rebel.. It was a RnB night for a start..
Later that night the drama started and it was all only a miscommunication. All the pushing and pulling all the screaming really got no mood to face him. After awhile he suggested to talk outside.
Not awhile after, the gals came out and they wanted to go back dblo.
Thought of going too but nahhhh..we went home after that.
Again, we hug each other so tightly outside his house. It was again, the actualisation phase. After all the angers and my stubborn character soon disappear =))

hahaa very loves this creepy pic..

the next day was csyong and my off day!
He promise to make chicken chop for me. So we bought ingredients form admiralty.
I was really curious how his chicken chop taste like..
Guess wad he name it?
SEAFOOD CHICKEN CHOP!
His sauce is make up of tuna, ikan bilis, flour, etc..
It taste really wonderful and i clearly knew that no one in the mighty world will ever make something exactly like this!
THKS BABY! I really love your yummy tender chicken! Nice try. HAHA!

After that we had movie together. Our first romance comedy that we catch!
We bought food from pars-am ma-lam on the way walking home from causeway.
There's so much talking and i'm in love with it. =))

2010-03-27T02:08:00.003+08:00

Its great to hear that everything is over.
I know deep down she must have felt it but she still put up a false front..
It really pains me that is why i would react that way.
Went to singpost to send csyong's lappy for repair with trishes accompany.
Brought her to pastamania after that.
Really enjoy talking to her..
Felt that she has a matured way of handling a relationship.

Now csyong has start working and he wouldnt be able to send me to work already. super sianz lahhh! Gonna DL more songs to my ipod!!
Today will be my last night follow by a sleeping day and 3 dayOff! whooohooo~
csyong promised to make chicken chop coming sunday!!! =DDD

Last weekends, trish and i bought our bfy to have dinner with mum and dad at crystal jade.
Seriously, irather had Zhi Cha downstair my block larrr @#%@$%@#
After dinner the 6 of us catch a movie together.
The lucky us had popcorn, 3 large drinks, 2 jumbo hotdogs, crispy chicken, nuggets and wedges in the house! hehehs~
Thksthks to the special someone work that day!
Thksthks~ ^_^
While waiting for the movie to start, we when to arcade to kill time. heheehs!
Guess what? Daddy, the 2 boys and me played the soccer ball machine.
hahaaaaa really..
its been a long time i see my daddy LOL so happily.. =))))
That day has always been so meaningful to me..

2010-03-26T02:55:00.002+08:00

I thought that he is someone my beloved sis can count on to.. I couldnt believe it myself even until now.. How could a person do such a thing? What is love to you then?
Trish, i really salute you. You can even give them one week??? haha unbelievable..
To her she can say that she is a vitim herself. But i tell you, this is what she is asking for.. I don care whatever she has to say.. She has to bare all the consequences.. Trish has given it all.. All that one can possibly give.. She will still be a friend to me but first impression of her image totally change.
.
.
.
.
I SERIOUSLY STILL UNABLE TO SWALLOW THE TRUTH!!!!
TELL ME HOW! =[[[[

saded..
such thing should not happen.. we are human not animals.. some feelings you can express it all out for what i care. some feelings are meant to kept deep inside.. i really do care cause i thought you are my friend. tell me how? how i should face you guys again if i were to see you? =[

**having my night shift now..
csyong should be sleeping very soundly right now..
had been trying to be a really good gf recently.. i mean.. like putting more effort in..
=[ dunno really how to put it lar.. but i really do wish everything can maintain as it is just like before...
loveyoubabyihopeeachdaywecanbeevenstrongerbuildingourlovenest!

2010-03-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

GYM-ED.
for 3 days continuously, i have burnt >500 calories eachday.

just finish making garlic bread.
actually plan to make a special one for csyong end up, i also prepare for joel alan and QQ as they will be MJ-ing at his house. heehes! loves looking at their faces like craving for more. i think if i were to have my own house muhahahaaa csyong will be obese already! =XXX

for these 2 weeks, i will be a nurse in charge on the ward.. super sianz at first cause i dont know a single thing of it seriously.. today is the day 2 and im beginning to enjoy being NIC! basically my job is to ensure each team has enough staffs, the workload of each team must be distributed evenly, acting like a clerk answering phone calls etcetc.

ohhhhh!
baby sold another car again!
haaha~ so happy for him can!
cause i will have pocket money!!! =pPp

ohh my.. some bad news..
update next time! ><

2010-03-21T00:10:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i wanna wish someone a
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY! He is someone who accompany me through secondary sch days, motivated me to go to Chinese Orchestra like EVERYDAY! Someone who i know will be there listening to my problems.. Someone who stop me and kit from drinking and drank the 1/3 of vodka NEAT ALL BY HIMSELF! Its no other than FELIX. hahahaa ok..

was suppose to attend his chalet but was unable to as the next day was a morning shift.. csyong was at work.. so i had my own free time going to gym and stuffs, had movie with trish and now at his house using com. his now playing MJ with family..well, what happen these few days ya? i was in a mood of daze the whole time!

when i came out of the house, i will be sure to go back in again to take my stuffs which i forgot to bring.. there was a time my clothes were soak together with my ez-link.... what was i thinking?

*looking out of his bedroom window.. the weather is really very cooling. reminds me of the days in genting~ now i can take out all my jackets and sweaters! ^_^

yesterday and today is my off day after many days of working! on Thursday, i had my BCLS + AED re-cert course. and i pass with no sweat. i have to thanks to all the good and lenient instructor i had. =) after the course, dinner at Jackplace with alan joel and the bfy. we were all late for movie at 9pm but still take our own sweet time to finish dinner. I'm not really a fans of having steak. But i changed my mind after having a few bites of it.. hmmmmm~

Friday with my girls! shopshopshopshop! its been a longlong time that when shopping at far east and i totally have no idea how to get there anymore! suppose to alight at orchard and confidently told them its at somerset. thks to ernies, they have to walk under the drizzling rain with me =XXX
it was a fruitful trip~ i got myself a dress, a bag that i really love, 2 cutie undies, a nice top, 2 tanktops and a very sexy bikini which i cant wait to wear it for the next sentosa trip with the girls again! =DDD
after the shopping, we camwhore awhile and i meet csyong at yishun to have dinner at swensen.

veryveryvery long time since i step into yishun swensen. i dun really know what i would react if i sees him there.. anyways, the menu has plusplusplus alot of new dishes! i remember the old chef salad is back!! it was very famous back then and alot of regular customers were unhappy when the chef salad is not in the menu.
ooooohh yes i get to fullfilled my long cravings of rootbeer float! ^_^
lalalaaa~
it was indeed a lovely friday!

my cute bfy~ ^_^

the amount of food that we ordered really scares me! after dinner i was almost diagnose with FD. Food Disorder......

today i burnt 500 calories away! JIAYOUJIAYOU!! ^o^
the more i jog and exercise, the more i dun wanna eat. trish said its because you know jogging takes alot of effort and will power to continue. lucky for me. for some people, the more they exercise, the more eat!!
OK! gonna sleep soooooon~
AM shift tomorow~ booorrriiiinnngggggg!

2010-03-12T18:13:00.001+08:00

IM FEELING EXTREMELY HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!

whywhywhy?

i loves the current ambience of my house now, cause trish is playing the old rock songs that we used to tune in to during my sec4 to poly days!

" <3 it 2 T max "

oh yes~ my csyong found a job right after his ORD today!
that was really fast~
=)

i hope from there, he can succeed.
begin from the scratch, JIAYOU!
with loves~

2010-03-11T14:50:00.002+08:00

CSYONG!!

JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU!!

I HOPE THAT YOUR NEXT FEW MJ YOU WILL BE ABLE TO KEEP WINNING AGAIN!!!

I HOPE YOU CAN "AHEMMM" BY 17MAY!!

I HOPE YOU CAN GET THE JOB THAT YOU HAVE PLAN LONG AGO!!

I HOPE YOU CAN PASS YOUR DRIVING LICENSE!!
with loves~

yesterday night, you ride me with joel's bike and send me to work.
we really look like some chinnaaa couple laaaa.. HAHA!!
but this is something i don wanna forget with you.
one day if i were ever to lost all my memories, you are someone i really don wanna forget.
all the things that we had done.
i would wanna remember it for the rest of my life.

maybe if i have diagnose with an early dementia, this webbie is my source of everything to you and my past.
=D

2010-03-10T14:37:00.000+08:00

the last day of chinese new yr i was at kovan rd.
andrew has a campmate who work there as a cook!
i was really impressed that someone our age can do such wonderful local dishes!
the whole dinner was an awkard one as i don really know terry and alfred.

wow 2 wks gone~
one of the clubbing session at dblo with csyong ns friends, ww group and some of the woodgrovers i was again, very tipsy. but not as bad as csyong!
he was totally drunk and don even recall what he had done!
lucky there was des and mag. hahahaa!! i think mag may have change her opinion on what she has on csyong already!! BUT NO! (ahemm..)

i really loves the feeling of drunk-but-not-drunk-yet state!
it is the moment when i felt that im fearless of everything and anything.
the moment i talk and laugh alot.
and also the moment i wan to hug and dance with trish badly!
HAHA~
this is what trish claims until i realise that its so very true!
=D

~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"

attended JJ 21st chalet.
i was very drunk. not to the state that i wanna vomit or dizzy.. just being very high and veryvery noisy.
it started with the texas poker and blackjack. the loser drinks..
and after kit and HW came, the party started to become even crazier..
our dear HW bet so big and everyone keep arrowing him. so kit shirley and me helped him drank all his bet!
we kept drinking without any mixers!! *i had this slight phobia already as the day before im drunk from dblo!*
gawddd!
then sharon and jiaqi reached! luckylucky~ so we pass our unfinished cups to them!
yes! this is when i got really high.
we got upstair and started playing 5-10.
making a hell lot of noise!! =DDD but fun~
i still remember the 4 of us, shirley, kit, HW went to the playground chilled~ i guess we were really drunk until we kept having delusion.. hahahaa!
we were on a car spring ride and i drove them to many places like thailand, taiwan, venice, las vegas etc.. simple fun and joy~
on the way to HW car, we act like a spy with a gun. scarli~!! got one security behind us.. LOL! all our unglam acts have been capture!
he chased us back to our chalet..
but we ran back to HW car and blast the music loud!
=)))) i am so happy that time.. no one stopping me for being so crazy. HAHA!
ps HW..

the next day, cs and me meet the HIPPO couple for a movie at amk.
before that we had fish and co!
as baby and me seldom go to restaurants for dining in so therefore i really loves and cherish the simple dinner together.. =)) sometimes being alone dating with him instead of having frenz around can be really diff. hahaha! cos whenever we go out we always jio ppl out too! but for both ways, im always happy.

=))

the following night was us, prawning with HW kit joel and QQ. not a good day to prawn as most of the prawn we hook was very small...

see the amount of prawns we caught??? =((( NOT ENOUGH!!!

ytd was kbox with chinnny jessieee and csyong! jus before my first night shift!
im glad everything is over and a new starting of friendship has begin.
i really hope the same mistake from you will not happen again.
i really cant afford to retain back all my true feelings filling with loves for you.
i really tried very hard to hold back everything just to see how sincere are you as a friend.
now everything is over! =)))))
my shoopping buddy is back!! <3

2010-02-26T16:00:00.000+08:00

completed my nite~!
*clapss*

ytd was a big dinner with cs, mum's side gathering!
rahhhhh~ i have angbaos! =P

yu sheng!

happyhappyhappy!

2010-02-21T21:00:00.009+08:00

the 4 days together with csyong, we went to 2 clubs, had 2 movies together, go visiting and gambling here and there.
he invited his friends to his house gamble. that night he ordered pizza and auntie fried some finger food for us. for the first 4 hrs it was blackjack and texaspoker. he win alot close to hundred. after most of them left, the remain continue playing blackjack, and the loser drinks. csyong was kinda tipsy already. the guys were pretty funny. they took turns to be banker and almost each round they will call the banker to "bua puay". it means that they will throw the red earlike thing on the floor to ask for god advice. LOL! keep sabo each other to drink up..
WOW.. i think they finished around 8cans of beer...

fri was actually a last min clubbling at PH.
we only plan to go HW house to bainian, steamboat and gamble. when i was ready and msg csyong, he reply me saying " baobei now go change to your clubbing dress" hahaaaa~ cute la..
so after going to hw house, we cabbed to PH. that day was the 3rd anniversary and it was so packed!!!

the gurls~

ohhhh i was mostly at the dancefloor..

even thou the guys ordered 4 bots, aft 2 or 3 rounds of dance, i came back, everything is gone!

i still prefer dblo for the never ending alcohol.. =X

i learnt something that day too. <3

all these nasty quarrels really makes me understand and realise how much you really love me.

alot of friends gave you positive compliment.

and im really proud of it.

now its my turn loves~

yesterday, csyong was suppose to either book in at 2200hrs or today morning 0600hrs.

we decided the 2200hrs. so he packed his bag getting ready to book-in.

while i was using the lappy, he was jokingly saying that maybe he should book in at 0600hrs.

my reaction was the sparkling eyes and the sunshine smile.

yes. a joke only..

we catch a movie at 1900 hrs. during the movie, he said, "baobei i decided to bookin tomorrow." <333 WOW!! you dunno how happy i was~

both of us had our dinner together and we walked back home from cwp. yes, with his heavy army stuffs.. i really loves the simple surprise he gave..

that night we enjoy watching tv in his room together.

he said something like, "zhi yao bao bei kai xin, hua yi dian cab fare ye zhi de de. "

i kissed him like mad.

2010-02-21T19:01:00.002+08:00

10 days of leave is gone!

when to dblo on wed. like i have mention the previous post, they is alot of ppl going that night. it was also the first time clubbing with marvin! we also celebrated andrew's belated birthday there~
csyong and his friend reached quite late as their oc is holding them back.. really a mood spoiler! by the time csyong reached, i was high in the air already~

LOVES SMILING FACES EVERYWHERE! S2

the girls <3

couzzie friends!

csyong NS buddies~

sharon and me in toilet hahaa

andrew making a wish! =D

my bro-in-law to be????

TRISH AND TRASH!

S2 my man S2

woodgrovers'

this is one fail pic.....

2010-02-17T12:46:00.001+08:00

dinner at ajisen with daddy and trish ytd.
and movie after that.
kenna food poisoning.. vomitted and diarrhoea..
very terrible feeling.. ><
today csyong will be booking out!!
i miss him so much can! these few days kept quarreling until scare liao hahhaaa~
when i see him i wanna hug him tighttight, kiss him until his out of breath!
and tonight there wil be ALOT of ppl going dblo~!
almost everyone we knoe will be there laaa..
but the 2 main events is ord and andrew belated birthday celebration!

trish is still sleeping. we plan to go get some cake at town first! =)

2010-02-14T16:07:00.004+08:00

had my reunion dinner with my family
mummy woke up to prepare all the dishes with daddy's help.

yummyummm~
thankyou mum~

after which, i started to bake cookie for baby'
took 3 hrs and i was so sweaty..

baked some for andrew to thks him.

together with trish, meet him up for awhile. acc us to book our 1130 movies and supper. =))

it was actually a surprise for baby.. but he misunderstood me.. asking why i wanna always be so extra etcetc. so with full of anger, i hang up his call and msg him that i was doing a surprise for him ended the conversation with fugg you. okok... this is really bad.. reallly bad. do not, i repeat, do not use bad words on your loves ones ever again! =( the feeling sux..

yeayeah.. he understood after tat. wth... not a surprise anymore larrs dammit!!!

im not a gd liar.. and i dun wanna lie to him anything so basically the whole thing came up very confusing. plus he is a very suspicious person. lols~

after chilling, we catch the midnight show.

MUST WATCH "VALENTINE DAY"

there is alot of our fav actor and actresses like the sexy JESSICA ALBA, the sweet ANNE HATHAWAY, the beautiful voice TAYLOR SWIFT, elegant JULIA ROBERTS, the funny and cute JENNIFER GARNER, lastly ASHTON KUTCHER!!

it is worth my time and money watching this very meaningful show.alot of heart-rending scene which makes me teared. too bad my bfy is not the one watching wif me.. haha but its ok cos at least the person beside me loves this movie like i do~!!

we had cupcup noodles form 7-11 and sat like the beggers outside cwp, enjoying the simple things we having. hahaha ya laaa after i spend 2000bucks on my precious feet i don feel like pampering myself anymore. so instead of taking cab, we walked back home..... =D

otw home, trish was telling me that she is going to ****** herself!!

im gonna do it if csyong would allowed me to.. whheeee~!

last but not least, happy chinese new yr and a sweet valentine day to all of you~!

2010-02-12T22:04:00.001+08:00

Had a bad day
Hate my mood swing

Volunteer to help auntie to hang CNY deco, reach home, realise that i forgot to bring keys out.. kenna locked outside for 15 mins.. sat outside my hse floor.. feeling very angry and sad at the same time.. i wonder why i have such parents. i always look up to them. now it was them who take everything for granted. im am their daughter.. but i felt i am more like a stranger. when i was young my mum dont treat me like this.. now, everything has changed. no love from her anymore.. i wonder now, what am i to her.. i dont feel anything.. whatever i do she always comment alot. no encouragement. no efforts she put in to show that she care.
recently there is somethings that i realise and learnt from. i wont be like them. i will love and do anything for my children. even if i have no time no money. same goes to loves and friendship.
its not a good yr i know.

anyways, when i just about to call for the 6th times for someone inside to open the door, i felt someone or something is looking at me. the anger and saddest inside me immediately drop to zero. what and why is that??? yesss.. i smiled and quickly ran over and reached out for the cute lil dog~ it frightenly ran 2m away from me. i kneeled down patiently waiting for him to come to me.. true enough, he came forward to me very slowly. awwwwwwww.. i melted at once.. i stroke his fur, tickle his neck and it seems to love it very much. =)))))) he lie flat on the floor as a carpet. kekez~

i felt that he is lonely like me.. i continue to sat outside even thou my grandma opened the door for me.. i decide to get once i have my own hse! baby agree with the idea too~ =D
i think a pet dog is the best companion to be with.
a new must get it added to my list. S2

2010-02-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

today a patient wanted to give me ang bao and inside contain $10.
i told him to save it for his 8 grand children instead.
but he insisted that i mus have it.. even the patient from the next bed agree with it.
but still, i felt really bad to take old people money. so in the end i still rejected but really appreciate it.
=))
recently most of the patient i encountered were all very nice and polite to me.
they were the few reasons why i'm still hanging here..

~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"

fri, accompany queen and mainx to PS to get their blingblings.
that is sooo cute!
i wanted to get it too once i have my blackberry <3
ooooh ya.. now i may not have my blackberry on time already.. =((
because of my stupid contract.. sad..
at that blingbling shop i got some cute lil stuffs for csyong!
kekez~
after the lil shopping, we had dinner at LJS.
whaaaa long long time didnt eat the food there already!
i still remember during sec sch, jess chin and me will have our lunch after sch EVERY SINGLE DAY!
got really fat that point of time. and that also explain the ugly betty in the ic.
hehees' ended our day by doing facial together~!!!

~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"

spend $2000 on pedicure and medicure plus treatment package.
WAIT!
i'm pretty sure that its not just any reckless decision i made.
i really think its worth it..
lalalalalalaaa~
csyong was really mad at first and i was really afraid he will keep my visa/nets/whatever-that-can-withdraw-$$$!! it took awhile to convince him that it is worth it.. hmmmm..
ok lars actually i rather pampered myself with all these than getting branded items.. so it somehow balance out ya?
chilled guys..
haha!

the first sentence i get from trish is: WTF! I am speechless + i cant believe it !
csyong: WHAT? why sia....
i wonder what if i told my mum about it......
probably increase the monthly allowance im giving her. they will be thinking that i have too much $ to spend..

ooooooooooooH!
by the way, sister granted my leave!
so i will be havinf off+PH+AL from 11 to 21~!!!!
ya.. i should be very very happy. BUT NOT AT ALL!
cause i can only see csyong on the 17 to 20........
utterly disappointed......... =((

2010-02-04T14:23:00.001+08:00

heya~!
today will be my 2nd off day and im now having this free time all in the world to watch my dramas!
yesterday pohpoh, her friends and me went to the wavehouse at sentosa!
it was the first time ive been there. it is something like wakesurfing but just that both our feet are not attach to the board. the first few tries we were trying to balance our self. but after that we could balance on the board more than 10 sec.. hahhaa at least..
i had really a great time falling and getting flush away by the waves!!
SO MUCH FUN!
its kinda addicted~
wed is the one for one for $40
otherwise per hr $40!
for those who is sporty enough and would loves to try on new things like me, i highly recommend wavehouse!

im gonna bring csyong here someday!! hahahah *looking forward~*

ok. i know i look damn shagged here and my hair is in a mess!

keke~

tada! our entree tag!

hee~!

the nite is very very romantic!

the dim colour lights makes me wanna drink!

but baby is not here beside me. so i did not take any alcohol.

further more, i have had enough of chorine water already!

ohh yesss~ there were a handful of angmos around!

that should be their fav hangout place i guess..

whahahaaaaa'

~"~"~"~"

after that pohpoh and me went to eat a lil.

and went to my favorite hangout place!

PAGEONE!

once i step into this place i have no idea the time passes so fast!

i was thinking whether if one day my bf were to come vivo with me, will he be able to sit quietly one side waiting for me.. I BET NOT!

in the first place i can guarantee you that he wont let us hav any opportunity to even let me suggest to go in to pageone la..

ohhhhh and i can add another collection to my books!

I CANT WAIT TO GET INTO IT!!

toodles~!

2010-02-03T12:45:00.001+08:00

this is the prosperity burger i made. its csyong favourite. but he said my beef taste like flour =_=

ANYWAYS!

that ke wu de csyong is going to buy a blackberry phone for me!!!!
say bye to my icecream!
kekekekekeeee~
and because of this, he had to burn all his off day with me..
=(
okay!
im going to have porridge at 888 with trish.
and lata wavehouse wif pohpoh!
TATA~

2010-02-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

its past midnight and im waiting very patiently for csyong.
this yr our first vatentine we couldnt spend tgt..
i felt so very disappointed..
and he gave me the feeling that he doesnt even care about this very day at all..
sadness..
anyways im not gonna lace around in the house doing nothing too!
planplanplan~ =)

2010-01-31T22:35:00.002+08:00

music of the night - from the phantom of the opera
i used to listen to this before sleeping..
after so long, listen to this music again really calms me down.

i have not enough sleep!
and i keep flushing myself with caffeine!
one of the late night i dont wanna forget is the time at changi village.
with csyong hongwei and kit.
the night was so peacefully quiet and we were at the playground chatting.
did i mention that both kit and me were running like some innocent kid when we saw the swing!
I LOVE SWINGS ALOT!
i still remember that when i was very young, i love to spend the whole day sitting on the swing.
how i wish just outside my house there will be an apple tree swing.
can someone make my dream come true?

today i woke up really late for work!
suppose to reach work at 7am. and i woke up at 725hrs!
cause yesterday attend wenbin 21st bd gathering and slept about one plus.
no point taking cab too cause such timing is only for bad traffic.
and i came in at the wrong timing!
sister was there and she said ive to replace back one more hour!
=_= totally damn sianz.....
at 330pm, EVERYONE say BYEBYE to me like so happy!
lols~
thks ah you guys...

valentine day is coming.
csyong unable to book out and celebrate our first valentine.
even after book out i don tink we will be going anywhere either..
i tink he will be going to ah di house visiting only.
anyways, im planning to go to dempsey hill recommend by pohpoh~
she said that the trees there are decorated with alot of beautiful lighting!
cafe and pubs along that stretch!
and i think it is a very romantic place to just chill~
i know csyong wouldnt appreciate such places. boring guy!
soooooo, any singleladies out there???
we go there one night okayokay!!!!!!
hehe excited already.
<3

i loves sha jiao with trish when im tipsy.
i loves to kiss and hug her when im high!
i miss her..

2010-01-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

i wish i cn have more K session with jess
i wish jess can be able to go concert with me
i hope csyong can faster ord
i wan to have a good job which i really like
i need to reflect on how i treat ppl sometime cause
ignorant is not blissful at all
i wan to go korean and bangkok this yr
i hope ppl aorund me can be able to find their true love
cause i can find more couple outing
i wish the world don revovle so fast
(for this, i tink im growing older.. and im thinking of alot of stuffs recently. that makes me really sad. worst.. i fear the most has come....)
i wish csyong can control his temper sometime
i hope he can find a really good ofter and i could have a job as a past time
i hope csyong can buy a car that i wan
(kekez.. )
i hope in future my children will listen to me and wont give me alot of headache
(i have aready headache facing some people already)

i wish i hope i want i need.
and i have to do something to all this to make it happen.

2010-01-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

i got alot of back date entry.
last wk, was the underage party.
at first we were really very worried about them not able to get in the club..
there were quite a number of ppl joining us a dblo~
from csyong side got his NS friend- andrew, bernard, alfred, gary.
from trish side got tian le, gabriel and andy.
and our friends were kit, jiaqi, margrett, sharon, kim, reena, des, tiantze.
first time so much ppl and its really fun. =))

this is the first flaming lambo i drank!

i heard from shirley that there is super lambo!!

wow wow wow!

i wanna try the waterfall, the AK52, bloody mary, etcetc!!

very excited-

oh yes. i have learnt for to tie my hair short. so for those who see me in short hair don be shock okay~ =))

pics are all in my facebook album.

dblo drinks are ******* cheap!!!!!!!!

just wanna forget all the unhappiness stuffs that happened that nite. otherwise, that day i really enjoyed myself. cheers to all the girls~~

jus finish quarrel with csyong. im so freaking pissed. i realy don understand how come we keep quarrelling about things that are so unimportant!

do i love you?

OF CAUSE I DO IDIOT!!!!!!

madness love is sucking me dry..

but i love it.

haha

2010-01-27T11:35:00.000+08:00

last monday, i when cycling with trish csyong and andrew at ECP.
i woke up and made some sandwiches.
used up all the bread in his hse and its still not enough!
i was hoping that we could actually reach changi village..
but halfway thru, we U-turn back.
accompany andrew to get his guitar string.
and our final destination of the day was at bugis having steamboat.
omg.. i don think i would wanna have any steamboat for at least a month.
it was how i spent my christmas and newyr eve tooz!
even thou its fun to "shao kao" but too much of it actually makes me wanna puke already..
in the train i think only csyong and me was making alot noise..

and last thursday was csyong ORD parade.
before meeting his mum, i had k session with jessica~
it was really really fun singing with her.
we can be the sweety2!!
anyways, after the ksession, i rushed home and change to a more proper clothes and meet his family.
alot of his friend attend his ord parade!
des, ww, jj, shirley, ah di, alan, jq, qq, joel, kit, trish, his family and me!!

these are call friends!!
so supportive~
very very happy and touched.
haha!
but we were all late and missed the parade.
LOL~
only manage to take pics at his bedok camp nia......
his dad droke us all back to woodlands by bus.
we had dinner tgt and all went home.

ORD (13march officially)

otw home, csyong was very stress about the coming event that the underage girls plan.
yes. clubbing!
HAHA
too much girls and too lil guys = lesser drinks and more expenses!
so he decide to call his army friends!!! =))

problem solved.